my bf and i just broke up i think. he says feelings have resurfaced over him and his ex. i said to follow through with those feelings, whatever the cost. he said he cant be with me, knowing those feeling are still within him. so i dont care. i made him a card though, so i might throw it away and delete him from my myspace.

my job is going well. i'm talking to my bestfriend alex on the phone. he is going to the marines in a month. i miss him. i have to work from 3 to 9.5.

i start my job tomorrow. i hope i do well. i want to see brokeback mountain and memoirs of a geisha, even though the actress is chinese and geisha is japanese. i can't wait. i should be getting paid $280ish every two weeks, or 8 days of work. i hope my shirts are tight enough. ANTM is season finale tonight. i hope nicole wins. they r all so

bleh, uwf contacted me, saying my act math score is below min. score level. i have to retake it or take this college placement test on sec. involving mathematics. i'm taking the CPT test thing. i hate math, i suck at it. i just want to focus on what i'm good at, not dumb shit that matters not in my life. i thought things were going well, but with ( Read more... )

i went with jo to PC, and saw a show. crappy bands, loud and screamos. we went to sstarbucks afterwards with jenny and kelly and some other girl. i got a cafe vanilla frappacino venti and a choclate swirl bread desert. very yum. kelly said it was nice to meet me while she hugged me then right after that she said i was really hott. i straightened my ( Read more... )

jo and I viewed SAWII. we were alone in the theater, so we cuddled. I layed upon him and kissed his wrist while he massaged my abdomen. He was so warm. He said he wished to kiss me but he did'nt want to get me sick. so we hugged for the longest time. he says i give the best hugs, not too tight, yet not too loose. alex is doing okay. he is a dj for ( Read more... )

had a date with joseph. fun. the end of it not so sure. not really sure if it was good or bad. mabye i'm just being paranoid. i dont know. i'm so tired.

Asrael - The Weeper


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