tomorrow is my 19th b-day. not very excited aboutit, still tired as a weather beaten stone amongst many layers of dead grass....my eyes hurt...my arms and abs hurts, my whole body feels weird....my mind is scrwed over like usual....i should call him.....i dont have his number nymore tho.....so fuck it.......i hate being tired.....i cant get ( Read more... )

saw Requiem for a Dream. Amazing movie. im really tired...need sleep...for 7000 years...then ill be happy, or at least one step close to it...its strange, being 19 years of age and not having a solid relationship with someone..except for Alex, thats about the only one that i truly cared for..only because i thought he needed me.. but he never did... ( Read more... )

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everyone thinks of me as a weak mortal in need of constant attention. youre 19 at your age. are you okay? you look tired. do you want more food...you need to eat more, you're so thin ( Read more... )

school is boring, im so tired. becca is being a bitch like usual...simon is in my study hall, so is meagan, but she might leave..stuck with simon, oh what fun... need to do more yoga stuff, saw dukes of hazzard, stupid movie, becca payed tho so whatever, its her loss...got all american rejects-move along, nice album...going to sleep...