arrgh i still cant do this shit. i think i suck at life officially and i may have blown the one chance i had. god fuckin damnit.

i had so many weird dreams last night. i would wake up just before i died. once i was on a boat and there was this chick swimming and she ouldnt swim anymore and she started going under and was like nobody is helping me and the boat capsized and i woke up. then for some reason i was driving back from san francisco and i realized i didnt know how to ( Read more... )

so today started out good. i wrote a bomb poem in the poetry workshop, and drank matte for the first time. after school i went to analy, and i came at the end of their lunch. i went over to this one girl, and was going to ask her something that i have been wanting to ask her. it felt really awkward because she had hella friends with her and some of ( Read more... )

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was so fuckin bomb. i wanted my bass but all ther were was guitars. i heard this song in my head and i am making it right now. the second i got home i started playing bass. i could have smoked so much weed but i didnt. i didnt tap snay either because who the fuck besides ivan does that. i thought of a fuckin tight thing when watching dillon chop up ( Read more... )

so today was bomb. i have been in such a good mood lately, especially now i think i know something i have wondered for a few weeks, and this is a EXTEMELY SCHPADOINKLE thing. i am going to stop for a hella long time after i smoke the rest of my weed. i am going to even try to go the rafting trip without smoking. i think that is going to be so hard ( Read more... )

but i feel like i am outgrowing smoking weed. it just doesnt feel the same any more. i have had some great times, and every time i have stopped was because of my parents. i have almost got caught 5 times in the past week and it is just not worth it right before i get my liscence. i feel like i actually am starting to get will power, but i dont ( Read more... )

so yesterday i realized how much i have grown. i was with forrest and he was with some kids and we smoked and the kids went completely nuts. they ran onto someones property and started hitting shit with their skateboards. me and forrest went up to stop them and we got seen by the some lady that had a phone in her hand. we ran and then all of a ( Read more... )

i started school today and it was so bomb. i never thought i would say school and bomb in the same sentence. i knew analy sucked but it sucks so much bawwwls compared to nunesuch. everything is jsut the way i like it.

i hate how summer is almost over and i feel i wasted it. i think i more live in the future and past then the present. well whatever next year should be bomb. i went to a work thing and got to see nunesuch and the ropes course. i havent even gone thier yet as a student but yet i have already toked there. i feel good things coming.