reconnecting

[spiritualtramp]

Why am I so afraid of these people that have tended to my delicate heart for years? What more could I possibly be afraid of experiencing?

with love and squalor,
ekw

Comments

[erinerin]

It's kind of funny that you posted this.

I have a confession.

I've always missed you, but I've also always been slightly afraid of letting you back in...

There are a lot of incredible memories that I have from our friendship...But there are a lot of painful ones too.

I think I should just get over that, though. You're much too important (which is why some of those things were so painful) to me to let a silly thing like fear stand in the way of being friends.

Holy major confessions on livejournal. I feel like it's high school all over again.

[spiritualtramp]

It's what I've been struggling with in regards to most of the people I consider my friends. You included. I'm getting to a point where I think I'm ding okay then I freak out and want to run. But from what? These people aren't going to ruin me any more than they already have.

Hangout soon?

[theterbulence]

you're probably afraid of the same things i am. no matter how many times you've experienced being hurt by someone, it doesn't make it any easier when it happens again :/

[spiritualtramp]

Once bitten, twice shy? I guess so. I just feel like some weird paranoid hermit, sometimes. Running from a smile.