I keep having fantacies about falling in love. it sucks because whn i stop dreaming i enter back into the real world and realize my fantacies are not real and will never be. I wish that just once a guy would hold me close and call me beautiful! I wish that someone would give me my first "romantic" kiss. i wish someone would dance with me. i wish ( Read more... )

You say that all you want is to fall in love. Then why when some one falls in love with you, you refuse to love them back?

WOW! i was walking to freds (AKA twisters) to get some food and as i was walking through my complex i saw a fire truck a paramedic and a 2 cops in my complex, as i got closer to the fire truck i saw a white car tiped upside down and a big trail from where it had ran off the free way and slid down the back drop into my appartments! carzzy shit huh? ( Read more... )

You brought out the worst in me, and my worst brought out the best!

( My random survey )

I miss the road. I think that when i get my licence and my car i will take a road trip over the summer to florida and stay there for like a week with my sister, that would be fun. . . i would look at colleges along the way to, just me and the road. . . this should be fun!

If you really love you me you wouldnt want me to change! you would love me just as i am!

SO FUCK YOU!

So, turns out my mom never had kidney stones. . . fucked up isnt it? doctors are gay and i hate them ( Read more... )

Im so tired. I have been runing on like 4 hours of sleep every night, Im to damn stressed to even get any rest. :( i have to go see my mom in the hospital at like 8:00 shes getting surgery, to get her kidney stoned broken up so that they will come out. im probably going to be there for most of the day and i dont want to be at the hospital all day! ( Read more... )

I love who I am on the outside, but I cant stand whats in my heart.