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(ie. I have to add you to my buddy list so you can read my lovely writings. Tell me you think I'm fabulous and I'll do it.)

Good things that happened today:

1. The world didn't explode.

This isn't new, but it's good. No, it's better than that.

I don't believe in God, or even pretend to. But today in religion class when my teacher asked us if we wanted to pray for anything, I raised my hand.

My father's having surgery on Thursday.

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People are in a constant back-and-forth between happiness in a relationship and misery alone. It's sad that we give relationships and other people so much power over us. I wish I could make myself happy. I wish I didn't have to rely on someone else.

I wish I had someone here.

Standing on a street corner in Toronto on my way home from Kitchener, I found myself face to face with a man who had long hair and no front teeth. He told me that he loved my hair (my fauxhawk), and that they'd be 'all over me' (I assumed he was referring to the guys in Toronto). He then went on to tell me that he had just gotten out of jail for ( Read more... )

Almost every aspect of my life has taken an abrupt change for the worse. Nothing is final anymore, there is no stability or concrete anything for me to hold on to or to take comfort in ( Read more... )

I have felt something that I don't want to give up, not ever. It's the worst kind of pain and the best kind of euphoria, blended together in a way that makes me want to cry and laugh and run away from here, from this boring town to where I've left my heart.

Parting is such sweet sorrow, and I've been missing you ever since.

Tonight was barbecued steaks, beer, and cigarettes on a porch swing.
Take away the mosquitoes and you have perfection.