There's something telling me to go back to modeling, or at least to build a portfolio. I'm not really sure why. Listen to this little voice inside my head? Or do the logical thing and ignore it?

I guess it's all over. It was short-lived, but I can't say that I expected much to come of it. I thought I'd be dead before meeting him. I do not feel as if it has benefited me at all. I don't feel better, I can't say that I walked away from this with at least more knowledge ( Read more... )

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Why am I so fucking depressed?

I've had a migraine for 2 days now because Joe's ex-girlfriend decided that she wanted to fight me while I was trying to go the restroom.

30 minute visits. One a day. Across the street over a video camera. Sweet.

+Red Sox won.
+not having to take care of Coco anymore.
+gluing my sideview mirror on so well that it can't possibly come off.
+fixing my headlight.
+seeing Joe.
+seeing my friends.

I don't get why everything is so one-sided. Have you once picked up your phone and tried to call me?

I would give anything in the world to be 17 again.

Every time I drink enough to get a hangover, I always get my period the next day. No matter what. That sucks. I hate cramps and hangovers, and I hate them even more together. I just want to lay in bed all day.