She's got a serrated edge that she moves back and forth

[spivilles]

I almost feel like two different people. Yesterday I felt like my life was over, and today, aside from some fatigue I pretty much feel okay

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[imnotthatcrazy]

Don't really know what to say except I <3 you. And maybe medication wouldn't be such a bad thing. You can always go off of it if it makes you feel worse.

[ashbeannun]

Keep in mind that you're also starting birth control, which will screw with your moods until your body adjusts. I've been looking up some information and other women have felt the same way after they started on YAZ; I would absolutely talk to your doctor about how you've been feeling and consider changing the birth control to something else if you're still feeling this bad.

Eugh...I'm so sorry you have to go through this Spiv, I really am. Having dads with bipolar disorder sucks. Being female just makes things that much more complicated, haha.

[spivilles]

Ugh. Yaz is supposed to treat these kinds of moods, not create them.

[ashbeannun]

Well, the only miracle drug I know of is chocolate, and I'm certain that any drug involving hormones won't work for everyone. I'm disinclined to trust doctors and medicine because of my own experience with bipolar, but seriously, don't even consider that possibility until you've looked into your bc. You know it's not normal for you to feel like this.

[spivilles]

Yeah, I've been reading a lot of medical forums and it's sort of weirding me out how similar everything is. I'm sort of skeptical that the pill is affecting me this way after only a week but I don't want to wait around any longer to find out. I'm going to stop taking it and see what happens.

[savetheduck]

*hugs* .... i think it sounds kinda like bipolar too ... my mother and sister are both bipolar ... the depressive states are so scary and i really think that you should say something to your mom about the possibility :/ i love you spivey!