I hate being alone in this bed that's made for two.

I wish I could have one more weekend with you. I miss you so much. I play these memories over and over again in my head, and its just not fair to know that I can't go back there, you're not there anymore. Why can't I just live in my dreams forever ( Read more... )

I feel so old.

If I don't start sleeping at night I'm going to go insane.

I wish I knew the truth.

Tell me what to do.

I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

Well if you can't deal with the rabbit hair in my bed my darling, I just don't think this will work.

Yours truly,
The Lady in the Alligator Dress

It feels like I'm trying to hold smoke.

I've known quite some time now what song I'd like to hear when I die, be it at my funeral or in the process. Its ironic and every bit peaceful.

I wonder what it was like the day I was born.

Um I am very close to crying. I'm so stressed out with everything and I don't need my fucking family pressuring me about shit. I know what's going on and I know what has to be done. Why am I the one that basically has to give up my life? I mean I understand and all but shit, I have things to do and take care of as well. Its not like I fucking sit ( Read more... )