I woke up this morning feeling hollow. 
I don't know why and i don't know why i think writing it down will help. 
Going to work in the freezing pissing rain has made me worse and i feel like i'm going to burst into tears any minute. 
I've never felt like this before.
I don't like feeling like this. 
GO AWAY.
I've been trying to bury myself in paper to ( Read more... )

Happy fucking Valentines Day.

Oh yeah, the only reason i haven't got net at home yet is cos i don't have a landline and BT Want to charge me £129 +VAT to have one installed!!!!!

So yeh, that's gonna have to wait until next month...

I got home last night and andy was waiting on some MDMA for vicky. On a Wednesday evening?! what is she like!! He tried a grain of rice sized bit when it came and finally went to sleep at around 3am. Ha!

So i know how my friday night is going to be spent....... Possibly at a squat party as we have finally found some current partyline numbers :D

Ellee ( Read more... )

The whole world seems to have turned COMPLETELY anti-smoking.

Yesterday, Winkworth added into their STANDARD tenancy agreement a clause that says " the tenant must not smoke in the property or allow any of their guests to do so" ??????????

Just now, when i was outside the back of the shopping centre, the head security bloke walked past me and said " ( Read more... )

This is my last day of work and possibly last day of internet access before christmas, so i'd like to wish you all..

A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

May you all get the love, warmth, good food and pressies that you deserve!

I'm finding it hard to beleive that i've been working full time for nearly 2 months :) it doesn't feel like that long, which is ( Read more... )

This year...

[ ] You told someone you hated them.
[x] You've done any types of drugs this year.
[ x] You've sold drugs.
[ ] You wished someone would die.
[x] You laughed when someone got hurt.
[ ] You lied to your best friend. (including white lies)
[x] You made fun of somebody.
[x] You killed or injured someone or something.
[x] You had a person of the ( Read more... )

ThompsonFly are doing RETURN FLIGHTS to Amsterdam, for £22 INCLUDING TAXES If you book before 11th December and fly before 5th April...

WE COULD DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ellee?

If any of you Londonium-based people are around tonight, i'm doind a stall on behalf of my mutha at a christmas markety thing ( Read more... )

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
er.....had as in past tense? I've had one and i have one....

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yeah, almost a year ago now!

3. Cried yet?
I've cried more than I care to remember<<<<<<<< Seconded. Not about anything really important either though.

4. Been on a diet?
diet?! Me?? I can barely fit into a Primark ( Read more... )