SOOOOO...I get out of work, and im hangin out with Amanda..i go to garrett's house and pick up the G man. We go to my house, and chill. We hang out for a long time and realize that it is now 245 in the morning. So i hop in my truck and bring Amanda home. I roll into her driveway at probobly 5 of 3. Her dad comes out of the house and starts ( Read more... )

I just got home a little while ago. I saw molly off today, and i thought i could handle it, but i am missing her so much...so so so much. It's amazing how attatched to her i am. I just miss her. I just miss her. She has only been gone for a few hours but it has been a very long time since i have gone this long without actually talking to her ( Read more... )

i got this nice new laptop. I won it at the grad party. It is worth around 1400 bucks...kinda a nice deal...so now i got the internet in my room..er well all over my house cuz i went out and bought one of those wireless networking cards for this thingy. anyways..i am now no longer a member of the highschool community. But i do have a job, which ( Read more... )

Good luck to those who need it.

just plain missing you i guess

i need more time...especially this weekend, but also in general. Way to have roundtable fuckin eat up my weekend. I definatly did NOT sign on for THIS shit...what the fuck do i care if some fuckin old people used to sing?...I DONT. I want to spend time with molly so bad, but i can't. DAMNIT!...and then in general i just want everything to move a ( Read more... )

i got a new bed yesterday, and i put it together last night and shit...and like my room is awesome. It's so much more spacious than it was before...so anyways. I slept really well, for most of the night, and THEN..molly came over..and woke me up. How fuckin sweet is that?!?!..incase you dont know the answer to that, it's pretty fuckin sweet. so ( Read more... )

well i havent posted in a while, so i'm just doin it up really quickly. My day was pretty good. I can kinda tell that these drugs are kickin in..they are keeping me in better moods lately, and i worry about less. Like today, ussually when im around my mom for extented periods of time i get in a bad mood, but today i was like WOOHOO the entire ( Read more... )

i am very content....very very content.

Your body is a vehicle. There are two drivers. Your heart and your brain. And then there are the hormones that sit in the back seat, but ill get to that later. Now the way it works is, your brain ussually drives, but everyonce in a while your brain and your heart pull a chinese firedrill, and your heart ends up driving. Now when your brain is ( Read more... )