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[split_hero]

[Meant to be private, messily coded so it's completely public]
That was--

I can't believe I did that. Why didn't I listen to him?

What was that? All that, all Yubel said...I still don't get it. Didn't Yubel say I'd understand soon?

Yubel never died. The dead don't come back to life. But why would Yubel say that, then? It'd be a bad lie, especially

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[lovetoomuch]

You still don't know.

...

That I died for you... was not a lie. I will lie about anything else if I have to, but I will not lie about what happened in the past. Perhaps it is not quite spiritual death, but physically, it certainly was death. It felt like death. I wanted to die on more than one occasion afterwards at times. Like when you sent me to that burning hell...

You are correct to say that the dead do not come back to life. You are a good example of this yourself.

...But... you told me you remembered now.

You lied. You remember nothing of any of it.

I know that if you are anything like my Judai, you possess the power of darkness. Wake it up. Make yourself remember.

[split_hero]

...Stupid complicated codes.

I don't have to make myself do anything. I do remember everything. From the day Dad first gave me your card, to those nightmares I had, up to us talking right now. Everything.

[lovetoomuch]

I don't mean in your life.

I mean before it.

[split_hero]

Before it...

...

You don't mean.