Long Time Gone

[splodygrrl]

It's been months. I haven't posted here, and I haven't been on any of my usual online hangouts. It's not as if I don't miss my friends. Hell - it's not like I don't love you guys, or like I don't want RP or talking, or any of that. I do. I miss everyone. I think about you guys all the time. I just - I don't want to say I can't be bothered. That

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[zippyfish]

I haven't spoken with you in ages upon ages, but: it sounds like you're having a really crappy time of it, and my sympathies. I'm sorry to hear about your mom. Hang in there!

[splodygrrl]

Thank you. I'm doing a little better all the time. It's just taking forever and frustrating and - bah. I hope all is well with you.

[infinitepryde]

*many hugs*

Being overwhelmed hits you in a lot of ways, and for a lot of reasons. Having just dropped off the face of the earth for three months ... yeah. It's pretty safe to say we understand.

Love you anyway, sweetheart.

[splodygrrl]

*hugs lots* I knew you guys would understand. Hell - I know what's going on. I just can't seem to get *out* of it. Though I'm trying. I've been keeping up with you all reading your posts, but.. talking is just not so hot for me right now. Getting better, but I've got a ways to go yet.

Sounds like you've got plenty going on yourself right now - though at least some of it is *good* stuff. One of these days I'm going to join the SCA. It'd be good for me. And *fun*

[persephoneflame]

I love you, and we love you, and your friends love you. We're here when you're ready.

Out of sight doesn't equal out of mind.

And you will get through this.

[splodygrrl]

thank you hon. I know we talked about this on the phone, but I still feel bad for being such a jackass to my friends. I understand all the mechanics behind it - and still feel like a jackass. I do love you guys.