So I've officially ended what I'm gonna call one CHAPTER of my life. It was due time..BEYOND due...and yeah it may have gone on wayyyy longer than it needed to BUT everyone makes mistakes and its a lot harder than it seems. And of course I feel like everyone will think I'm a huuuggee bitch for no reason BUT, once again, they don't know the whole ( Read more... )

THIS IS A QUICK UPDATE !!!!!!!

soo MAYBE i should update this...MAYBE.  because it hasnt been 3 months or anything.   the past 3 months have been....INTENSE i guess.  ive managed to go from loving life one day to hating everyone the next to getting pissed off at EVERYONE and then getting over it all in 2 seconds.  ive been let down a few times by several different people on ( Read more... )

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wow..i was looking back at my earliest LJ entries...i was a complete spaz...lol.  anywayy..i found this survey i did on March 6th, 2004 and i figured id fill it out again, out of boredom.

( survey from 3.6.04! )

now...i remember ...why i hated everything about every party that went on in winthrop. why i would have much rather spent the time with a boyfriend or something before i went to one. im so stupid. i do STUPID things and im entirely different than i used to be and i HATE it. and no one gets it. seriously. this post is so ridiculously typical ( Read more... )

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the "beach party" last night was fun ! for the most part....minus a few stupid situations and me getting HIT IN THE FACE twice..haha

i just remembered that we all went to use the bathroom in quick food conveinience store...and the guy saw us taking pictures in the back room and wouldnt let us leave until we DELETED the picture on taylors ( Read more... )

today.... i was a complete WASTE OF LIFE.   my day= getting up at 1030...eating a portugeuse muffin ..watching tv for a half hour...doing NOTHING from 11-3...really i cant even think of what i did....taking a shower...EATING DINNER.   i love it.  LOVE it

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im home from work !

and im so hungry...but there's nothing GOOOOOOOD to eat.  nothing.

work today....was allright. im the biggest idiot of ALL TIME.  i was sitting at one of the computers and going by that time..when i noticed that all of the clocks in the building were an hour ahead of that time...and EVEN THOUGH i ( Read more... )

im home ...doing nothing. and i like it ( Read more... )