Hi! New to Livejournal, joined to look for a fic that has been haunting me...
In this fic, John traps teenage Sam & Dean in a hole in the ground for multiple days (over a week?) as part of hunter training to prepare them for being captured/starved. I think they start off with some candy bars and water, but by the end of it Dean is feeding Sam his blood and telling Sam to eat his body when he dies. There's a lot of intense codependency/caretaking/blood drinking stuff going on. I am 90% sure this was a wincest fic as well...
Eventually they get let out of the hole and it turns out that they were captive for less than the original time John said they would be down there. Meanwhile during the whole fic the boys lose sense of time and think John has left them to die.
There is also another hunter involved I think? Some man who runs the training camp and ends up being freaked out by the Winchesters' whole deal. There might have been a follow up outsider POV story?
Any help finding this fic would be extremely appreciated!!!