Oh no! I am so sorry it went that way for you. I'm sorry for your loss, and that it happened on your special birthday. Birthdays can be hard enough without adding grief to the menu. Even a big carton of ice cream and made-from-scratch chocolate cake can't comfort-food that away.
I'll be turning 30 next year, and I'm looking forward to it too, for exactly the reasons you said. I hope you find your optimism again, and wish you blessings and luck.
Thank you. I'm missing my grandpa today, but I'm feeling better about the other stuff. I had myself a good cry, and then I sat down and made a list of all the ways that I contributed to my own unhappiness during my twenties, followed by a list of things I can do to counteract them. I feel like I have a much less fatalistic outlook today :)
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I'll be turning 30 next year, and I'm looking forward to it too, for exactly the reasons you said. I hope you find your optimism again, and wish you blessings and luck.
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