Thinking, wishing, hoping, praying; I hope this all works out, because I love Jarred with sincerity

[spofford]

Okay...whew. I just feel sick inside. Like yesterday I woke up with the worst feeling of anxiety and nervousness. It was like I was having a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack. I just felt like something bad was going to happen, but I didn't know what. I still don't know what. But I still feel sick. Only now things are just getting wierder. Like, I

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[asking_y]

awww Spofford! I'm sorry ur going through such a rough time right now, but I must say you are absolutely amazing, I know I wouldn't be able to deal with any of what you have to deal with. I can't imagine how hard it must be to not be able to be with Jared cause he's so far away. Everything will work out though cause in the end all you need is love. You gotta remember how things are for him over there though, he is over in another country in a war, that can deffinately change people. It doesn't mean that it will change his love, the things that he is going through and seen are going to change him for sure. He might not want to talk about things cause he doesnt want to make you miss him more or maybe remind himself of how much he misses and loves you. Its pretty tough on both of you, but you will both get through it cause your love is the strongest and best kind out there.