i am sad and i feel lonely and weird
i want to slit my wrists just for something to do
if you're bored you must be boring, story of my life
i really need to keep an appointment with my psychiatrist so she can adjust whatever
srsly i wanna hurt myself just to feel something but i am gonna try not to
anyway whatever i just ordered my brother's girlfriend's xmas present
i bought her a kindle (ya the $79 offer)
i am pretty sure he is gonna marry her tbh, so let's let this and me picking up/taking her to work function as an emotionally normal welcome
i haven't self-injured for months but jesus christ i want to now
why idk idk idk fuck one known former \acquaintance for dredging this shit up in an odd way, and fuck everyone else ever for living with shit when i can't
fuck it
make it work etc
i'm sorry, i annoy myself etc, plz proceed to somewhere e-lse