so we started the dissection of le fetal pig. it was really really sad ( Read more... )

please excuse the last nights posting. i was upset that my brother is coming home for thanksgiving pretty much just too see his girlfriend and not really spend that much time with the fam. and hes been the one who has been really helping me through this whole i hate my mom thing. and has encouraged me to try harder in school ( Read more... )

i have been talking to max ryan tonight....

he has changed so much. hes like yea i party with seniors and juniors.

my brother comes home on wednesday night and instead of coming home hes gonna go screw his girlfriend and then come home and then give us big hugs and i am going to hide in my room until he washes his girlfriends germs off.

the end

hmmm. yeah...i cant have a single conversation with my mom without it turning into an arguement. im so tired. and i hate work even more one of the other people who i usually have fun with i was talking to and all of a sudden she said to me"stop talking to me lucie, u r irritating me." wow while ur yelling at me take the fucking stick out of ur ass ( Read more... )

i think i see a sliver of hope.........

wow. could my life get n e worse from yesterday ( Read more... )

my mom just took me out of dance.

the one thing i truely truely love more than n e thing in th world.

the one reason y i stayed in marin county.

this weekend was crazy crazy. i left on friday right after school and i went down to santa clara for a dance competition. friday night we had scholorship auditions and that is basicaly like u learn a dance in 15 minutes and then perform it in groups of 5 and ur r watched by judges the whole time to se how fast u pick it up and can perform it and ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder how much of what friends tell you is the truth? especially when it comes to comments about ur looks and body...and how much do you think your friends really love you? do they really like you as much as they say that they do ( Read more... )

o man so much homework this week

dance masters this weekend is gonna be awesome but i am going to be soooo effing tired by monday