i am seriously one amazing little fucker. there is no way around it. I'm just fucking awsome. Everyone who thinks I'm not is wrong. I can do anything. ANYTHING. I am the amazing shit warrior, battleing shit everywhere and beating it with the help of annie lennox!! SUPER ME! I am truely the deserving queen and everyone knows it, I am just amazing ( Read more... )

it's official. my parents have seperated. my father has moved out. i love my new room. I have so much work to do. I feel very numb and depressed. I just don't know how i'm going to pull off the end of this mod. With coffee. that's how. I just won't sleep. I'll drink coffee, cry, and do work. If i could i'd smoke cigs as well, but the number of ( Read more... )

i've been living so clearly when life was just nearly ( Read more... )

took a mental health day. i'm way far behind in my work. i'm gonna put on some music and try to do it now. the rain is very soothing. i wish i had some coffee and pie. mmmmmm.

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i'm really bored. i'm almost done being sick. my dad moves out next weekend. i watched the whole first season of twin peaks only to find i can't find the second season anywhere. supposedly it comes out on dvd later this year, but that may be just a rumor. i'm addicted though, it's truely brilliant. david lynch is brilliant. i watched suspira this ( Read more... )

i spent the whole afternoon really sick infront of the tv watching twin peaks which is truely an awsome tv show. sorry ron and sarah, i really wanted to get together, but lord am i sick. life is at a stand still. gah i just don't know what to do. not write in here, that's what.

more pleasent times in tori land. pina coladas and hot weather, hot men everywhere, even just for eye candy. this is something i've come to realize, eye candy is fun! there is nothing wrong with just watching a beautiful person. and damn there sure are a lot of them around these days. i think the pollen has gone to my head like it has gone to my ( Read more... )

i had an unusually pleasent day, part of an unusually pleasent weekend. i was very tired, but i enjoyed myself. today felt like summer, just relaxing and reading. alorie called up and wanted to mess with my scedule but i stood my ground and said no. there is no way she's touching it. i feel like i don't know what i want. there is no instant ( Read more... )

undersexed and overwhelmed, that's what i am. i am going through an entire pack of gum two pieces at a time. i've got old sheral crow stuck in my head. no more late tv nights. not till two weeks. this is truely fantastic gum. man now it's got a funny blood taste. i hope i'm not bleeding in my mouth. i want to go to bed. i want to wash my mind out. ( Read more... )