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Jul 12, 2005 23:28

Today was not necessarily a good one.

Danny showed up Covered in Blood. His shirt, face and hands...bloody. Some guys around his block asked him bout the PSP he has and then one of them tried to get it from him and of course Danny wasnt trying to have that shit go down like that. But none the less, the guy was with two Bloods, and theres quite a few bloods round Danny's way, So the guy pretty much snuffed him and took his PSP. Danny has a half inch wide gash above the end of his mouth on the left side...it goes straight through his skin to the other side. You can see to the inside of his mouth. He came straight over here bloodied up and all with a big ol gash. Dannys a very vengeful type of guy....He didnt do anything to them for that to happen.. and the shit was that he knew them. He didnt want to go to the hospital although i think (and he agreed) he Does need stitches. We got sum Butterfly bandages and tried them.. they worked for a lil bit... but the hole kept bleeding. We got band-aids.. he kept changing them every so often. they work pretty well. I wonder what his mom said if she saw it. Thats mad wrong what happend. He said he didnt expect that....who would?

Thats really fucked up... People are SO FUCKING STUPID AND IGNORANT. The world is such a shallow and materialistic place...A lack of Morals... a modern day Soddom and Gomorra(?)..
Sigh...Most importantly Im glad that they didnt take thing farther than it went.
Daisy if you see this, thats why i had to go after I had went to answer the door.

Other than that the day was good.

He loved me very Good today...He had me telling him not to stop and made me make lots of pretty sounds. I made a joke saying he sould get angry more often and take it out on me like THAT ^=^ lol. We layed in our little roof cannope and he just kissed me all over my breasts and we talked to one another as the night covered the sky.

I got to talk to Daisy finally! turns out she couldnt come cus since my mom dont want anybody sleepin over here, Daisy wouldnt have no place to sleep. Im glad we got to talk. Ima try not to stay up too late cus i wanna try to call her in the morning before i get to tangled in the day. Esthers fine too, it just turned out that she stayed out and her mom didnt know or something. Woman and michelle is her mom and somebody. I think her, Taisha friend mightve left that comment. oh wells, its all goodie.

I go through physical pot withdrawal! =( it SuXx... Smoked a lil bit today.

I am now lost in my thoughts, i Daydream of smack sometimes...what it would be like...for a try...but with me not having any access to it, like, someone get it for me..just for my own safety.... sigh....it must feel like a rush of hot liquid glitter down your back, wrapping you in a cacoon of Euphoria.....I am a passionately curious person. Mad alice can get lost in her wonderland... mmmmm....sigh....im so curious... curiouser aNd C U R I O U S E R.

Watch out Sanity, here I come
Look out concience, i love fun
Brave brave
Behave
crave crave
A grave

Heroin sheik, life looks bleek
Lust your lover, all damn week
Give me Downers with a lance
to love is to kill my bitter sweet romance

its 12:28 A.M. now... my body feel kinda tired... Me and Danny layed across eacher on the recliner at the end of our day just giggling and getting lost in eachother...in our own personal world. It makes me very happy, proud, and so so so content and relieved that Im able to make him forget about bad times and have him worry free. I take his pain away cus he takes my breath away<3 <3 <3 <3

How in love am I.....? I am head over heels i guess... He's in my mind and heart all the time. I love that boy with all my heart and yes, im crazy in love.. ive been hooked on Danny for 3 and half years now...the best love drug... he is Danny. He is just that...an entity of.......sigh.....he's just so beautiful.

Abrasions + creations + fascinations = multi-patience

i dunno.... im done for now... mad letters on the screen.
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