why is jamie kennedy still getting work?

so, i decided not to transfer to orlando, the schools there are wretched and orlando itself is worse. orlando is tasteless, fake, and dull. having been more than twice, i am making an informed opinion.

so, i haven't posted in months... for any of you who are not yet aware, i looking to move to orlando shortly for schooling. it's what i want. my decision. anyone who'd like to talk with me about that feel free. i am my own person and make my own decisions. i am doing this for myself.

as time passes, the call of the conqueror worm becomes more clear. its cry to join me for my last supper grows louder by the minute. i can feel the hot breath on the back of my neck, whispering a promise of sweet solace. its persuation is more enticing by the day. it is only when we are together that i will be at rest. "cease the day" it says, " ( Read more... )

jesus, i dont think youve been passionate enough with myself lately. having less than 2 weeks left in this quarter ive got a shitload of work i need to get done that i shouldve been working on all along. still no source of income, still no apartment. both of which i AM working towards. on a more positive note, i have been talking to my friends ( Read more... )

isn't it fantastic to find out that someone close to you has lied about something? i certainly think so. brightens my day to the utmost extent. not very certain what is and what isnt true at this point. i was correct in my assumptions before, wouldnt be surprized if thats the case this time. everything is just too draining. i should start ( Read more... )

this was my best valentine's day yet! first off, my mother sent me an electric blanket, those fucking christians i live with wont let me turn on the heater, the blanket rules. that morning lizz brought me over doughnuts and kiddie wine! mmmmmm, doughnuts! it was nice having hers being the first face i saw that day :) i gave her the collage i made ( Read more... )

so, i've decided that from now on, all of my journal entries will be my own words-which may or may not be a good thing. its 7:53 am at the moment, so if i don't make much sense, you'll know why. lately ive been trying to determine what it is that keeps my life going. the fact that i i believe all i'll do once i die is rot in the ground saves me ( Read more... )

OVERLAND PARK, KS-Stung by flagging album sales and Eminem's supplanting him as Middle America's worst nightmare, shock rocker Marilyn Manson has embarked on a door-to-door tour of suburbia in a desperate, last-ditch effort to shock and offend average Americans ( Read more... )

at first i wasnt so sure, but now im certain. i dont know how long ive been debating with myself, trying to figure out the truth. now i feel incredibly vulnerable, but for some reason im alright with that for once. however strange as it may be, i am happy. i am enjoying my time here. yet i cant stop playing the quote in my mind, "this too will ( Read more... )