Who in God's name decided that I should spend all my time liking people? It's unhealthy! If I could go even a DAY without thinking about some special boy or girl, I'd be happy. Maybe I'd get some sleep for a change. At the moment, I can't stop wondering whether I have a chance with the current one ( Read more... )

I finally went to visit you. I needed some hooks and eyes.

My basement smells like rotten onions. Could things get any worse?

For those poor souls that I confused, I e-mailed a girl from my english class last year. It was the cute little goth girl by the name of Cecelia Inkol. In this e-mail, I asked her to marry me. It's good fun to do such things. Last night, I received a reply to said e-mail. 'Sure'. Thus my last journal entry 'she's going to marry me.'. I ( Read more... )

She's going to marry me.

Why am I too afraid to tell her I'm bi?

Things are uncomfortable for me. Certain things. Certain relationships. I'm a jealous little shit, and I apologize.

Dear Boy/Girl of my Dreams,
Though I have yet to meet you, I am wondering what you will be like, and where I will meet you. I wonder if you know.
Love from Natalie

I am no longer disappointed, by the way, and I'm sorry that you had to read the last entry. So, anyways, I had fun changing my journal today. I love it at the moment, but I may well change it again. Heehee, I just can't seem to settle, can I?

I've just lost a lot of respect for a few of my very best friends very quickly.