i am trying to abolish certain words from my lexicon. "cold as it is i'll keep your winter afloat" is a certain collection that i'm getting rid of like, right now. fuck you and all of the things i did
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also, for whatever reason, my birthday is the worst day out of the whole year. I spend it somehow hating myself for being born. I feel like it's a whole bunch of fanfare that i don't deserve and want to hide from. on the other hand, it started nicely and will probably end with a burrito. So there's that.
i kind of like myself. at least on my own. when the sun is up. i think i have pretty good rhythm and my hair, even though it's still grown out, pretty much rocks. excellent run today, although it was supposed to be a morning run and it turned into a late afternoon jog. whatever. i want to do drugs. anyone know anybody?