gaaaaaaaaar!

[spooniewoonie]

perhaps being really angry and annoyed isnt the best time to update this. oh well. i have nothing better to do. i mean, my boyfriend isnt fucking talking to me, and he hasnt even bothered to acknowledge me all day!

its like im some sort of chore, you know? like playing hackysack or getting stoned is more important than me. he doesnt even look at me

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[los_taco_chikio]

Ha, you're so selfless Ellie. Look, Maybe (just maybe) eddie isn't the right choice for you. I know you've got more than a year of time all up but...
If he doesn't think you're as good a use of time as hackysack and getting stoned, maybe its time to move on (sorry it came out that way)

Birth is the second step through the portal, making a life worth living is the third

[spooniewoonie]

hey
im sorry, but i have no idea who you are! this is so confusing!
i think of someone you could be, then im like 'no, that doesnt fit in with his lj'. hmmm..... ill have to call inspector rex!

and maybe we shouldnt discuss the whole me/eddie/match thing here. i dont need everyone to know how i feel about this.

[uncle_roasti]

stop stepping like that! its scary!

[los_taco_chikio]

I'm assuming it was directed at me, your comment? Just being busy. Ellie, its Chris M, point taken. You bitch, we don't say anything. Never bother you again, will I.

Far ahead of me is the front of my dream

[mrs_strummer]

Hello ellie!!!!
Don't worry to much babe. Your boy problems probably couldnt get much worse than mine. ... if thats any consolation.. i take that back all of it. i hate it when you bitch about your life somehow and then people make it all about them.. i cant really tell you its all good thought either cause eddie is bit of a selfcentered fuck wit. So its not that he doesnt like you just that he likes himself more...
WHY DO I NEVER MAKE ANY SENSE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Much love your kosmokrator
p.s. would you feel better if i put you back in the greek temple? ..you know what im talking bout
xoxoxo

[los_taco_chikio]

Your probs pale into insignifikance compared to mine, jess. Ask roasti if you're curious, its too painful for me. and it doesn't involve her so you won't get very far anyway.

Once you catch your dreams you move on to your nightmares

[mrs_strummer]

How do you know that? You dont know what the problems in my life are. and im not going to tell you either, so i spose really theyre uncomparable. But that doesnt mean you're problems are necessarily worse, then again it doesnt mean mine are either.. ok what im trying to say is: just cause im a hyperactive fuckwit who screams alot and doesnt ever say anything serious doesnt mean i havent just maijorly fucked up my life.

[los_taco_chikio]

Point taken. I'll bottle up my misery from now on.

[ieatmousse]

*hugs*

You know my oppinion of Eddie but this really just enforces it for me. Please talk to me. Talk to me whenever, about whatever. I will always be here for you if you need my support. Never to judge you merely to offer any help I can.

Love Ben

[los_taco_chikio]

You are a damn fine person. PS I'll take you up on that offer of free hugs........................................................................................NOT! AH....Im so lonely..

[thingstodotoday]

aghg is this the competition of who is the most fucked up?

also ellie in reply to your post, it seemed to me (the untrained eye) that eddie does pay you some attention even if just by carrying you away

probably not helpful by far

not to say your problems are in anyway insignificant

love em

(aghg i'm going round in circles)

[spooniewoonie]

yea, i know he does pay me some attention
but its like the whole 'oh. you. here, have a hug. oh, you. im leaving now'
its not proper bf/gf interaction/attention.
anyway. im over it. it was a moment of self-pity

love me (hehe, its em backwards!)

[mrs_strummer]

uh oh! weve found a wit! call the police and they'll come in their roflcopters and on their loller skate and hopefully one of them will be and incredibly obese callum, and we can all rejoice in callums obeseity and roll aounrd in his fat as if we were back in the good old days of sandpits...
mmm sand.

[los_taco_chikio]

Jess I know you find fat people tasty but thats going too far...

Depression is a window into an eyeless mind