praying to succeed at life!

[spooningpro]

The week has gone by quite fast. Monday I worked, went to class...don't remember what else I did. Tuesday went to class, met w/ English group and ate w/ them at the pug. Oh la la. Met w/ advisor so I can schedule on Monday, and talked about stats. Fought back tears, because sometimes I just don't get things, and there is shame that comes along with

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[sykobunee]

Thats what youve all wanted all along isnt it?!? I'm the cause of all the problems with this RSO I guess, thats how its been thrown. Youve all wanted me out all year, or at least thats the way I've percieved it. Thanks for being my friend, Melissa. It was great. Way to be.

[rebegeebie]

She never said anything about you! I think she was talking about me...and no one ever wanted you out, like I said...there was a conflict of style and that can be worked out in the future.

[sykobunee]

Why do you always have to be so fake with everyone, Rebecca? You pretend everything is great and kiss peoples asses to their faces, and instead of communicating with people, or just being honest, you talk behind peoples backs. you front like everything is fine, then spit crap out of the blue, and everyone is left wondering WTF? Im just sick of the childish bullshit. If you would ever have given me straight answers, on ANYTHING, maybe we wouldnt be in this position.

[rebegeebie]

I never kissed your ass. I tried to tell you how I felt before and you flipped out. So if I'm mean to you, I want you out, and if I'm nice to you I'm being fake? You were my friend and that is why I was nice, but go ahead and make me out to be a sniveling fake. There's no way to make anyone happy obviously. I vented to people when they were having the same problem with you...I quit because of you. Thats it. Whats so dishonest in what I did? Nothing. You've done the same things that you're accusing me and everyone else of so get off of your high horse right now. Its not everyone else's fault, its yours. We need to stop marking up with Melissa's journal, she doesn't need to deal with this shit right now. If you have anything else to say to me email me or just fucking grow up and move on.

[rebegeebie]

Lisssy, I really hope I didn't do anything to offend or hurt you, and if I did, I'm sorry!

[sykobunee]

It wasnt about you..i called her to talk about it. She was under the impression that my resignation would be in today, even though its not. And thats what thats about.

no worries

[spooningpro]

Don't worry about it! It's not your fault. And yeah, the entry was about Brooke, definitely, and not about you.

And I'm sorry Brooke that I can't be a better friend to you. I'm sorry that a lot of people can't handle your abrasiveness, and I'm sorry that you'll probably never understand why it's important for you to not be vice president of WIP.

Re: no worries

[sykobunee]

Im sorry you couldnt ever just come and talk to me, Melissa. I thought after last year that that was something we would always be able to do. And Im sorry none of you are willing to help me understand anything, just shut me out.