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uggh this is the worst thing ever. this is me and megan talking. megan is missy's "sista". she just had to make things worse.
MeGaLisHus989: hey did u go to the concert tonight?
IamJameeBadger: pfft no. missy never called me so i called her and then nobody was home
MeGaLisHus989: so u didn't go just cuz of her?
IamJameeBadger: i couldnt go by myself
MeGaLisHus989: i thought ur daddy was goin
IamJameeBadger: no he was going to drop us off.
MeGaLisHus989: o, well missy was waiting all day for u to call her and then she had to go to the store with her momma and run errands, she couldn't just wait around all day
IamJameeBadger: she told me that she was going to call me thursday and then if she didnt call me thursday she was going to friday so i waited for her then i called her and nobody was home i left a message for her to call me back adn she never did.
IamJameeBadger: you werent there so you wouldnt know.
MeGaLisHus989: whoa whoa whoa chill ok? lol this is just wut missy told me, she just said that u were gonna call
IamJameeBadger: im not mad. im just saying that i called her 4 times today and everytime nobody answered so i left a message and wited for her to get back. then i got introuble for her not calling like she said she would.
MeGaLisHus989: o ok well i think this whole thing was just a big misunderstanding lol
IamJameeBadger: liek everytime that i make a plan with her?
MeGaLisHus989: uhhh r u sorta blaming u not being able to go on her??
IamJameeBadger: huh?
MeGaLisHus989: well ur kinda saying that the reason ur guys plans don't work out is cuz she misunderstands all the time
IamJameeBadger: and she does. im not trying to say that shes stupid or anything im just saying that almost everytime she says that she will do something then she doesnt follow through with it and it would just be nice if she could follow through with things more offten
MeGaLisHus989: well when we were trying to hang out with u the other day, we waited until 12:00 that morning for u to call and say that u could do somethin and then we're on the phone with u for awhile and at like 5 u call again and say that u can't do n e thing until the movie that night and by then i was jus sick of waiting and didn't wanna go so missy couldn't go because her mom wouldn't take her and she couldn't ride the bus by herself so its not always her fault jamee
IamJameeBadger: its not that i couldnt go do anything until 5. i just couldnt go do anything other than the movies. and that wasnt the only time she did that. that day i told her that i was walking and that my parents werent home and she kept asking if my parents could drive her. and i kept telling her no. she doesnt this alot to me and everybody around me notices it and asks why i put up with it and i just shrug it off. everytime we talk she mixes things up. like the whole "i told you my mom hates you guys" i never even said that. it was about 2 totally different things. but she misunderstood it adn then lied to everybody and made her mom mad at me and my mom because she thought that my mom hated you guys which was never the case.
MeGaLisHus989: uh ok well i don't exactly know wut ur talkin about with the whole ur mom hates us thing and wut the hell is up with people asking u y u put up with WUT? MISSY? and missy didn't go around LYING to everybody she just thought that u mom didn't like us very much and the only person she said that to was Benita and thats hardly everybody
IamJameeBadger: dude whatever you are "misunderstading" this whole thing. people dont ask my why i put up with missy. they ask my why do i always tell her its fine when she flakes out on me
MeGaLisHus989: so people ask you y u put up with her always misunderstanding things?
IamJameeBadger: noooo, thats not what i said. i said they ask me why she always flakes out on me.
IamJameeBadger: almost everytime that she wants to hang out im like ok, and hten i tell my other friends i cant hangout because missy wants to hang out. so then i dont make plans and then she always ends up not being able to go or doesnt call me. then im left in the cold not having anything to do because she tells me at the VERY last minutes
IamJameeBadger: minute*
MeGaLisHus989: thats wut u did to us the other day so i really wouldn't be talking
IamJameeBadger: what i did?! i dont think so i told you guys all day that i could only go the movies
IamJameeBadger: you guys only hear what you want to
MeGaLisHus989: DUDE no u didn't , if u had told us that we woulda been off the phone in a flash doin other stufff
MeGaLisHus989: and not wastin our time
IamJameeBadger: and missy was the one that picked the time and i told ehr no i cant go until later i have to do chores nad stuff. and you guys were like well lets go do something before and i kept saying that i couldnt.
IamJameeBadger: if i waste your time then leave me alone
IamJameeBadger: stop sticking up for missy i already apologied for it
IamJameeBadger: so fuck off bitch
MeGaLisHus989: WOW OK chill just chill
MeGaLisHus989: ok?
MeGaLisHus989: man
MeGaLisHus989: when i said wasting our time i meant we coulda been off the phone doin things that we needed to do and that stuff
Auto response from IamJameeBadger: fuck off.......
MeGaLisHus989: O SCREW U
IamJameeBadger: dun you dont even know what all happened and your on here acting like you do and sticking up for missy.
IamJameeBadger: i already apologized and told her to call me or email me.
IamJameeBadger: has she? no
MeGaLisHus989: prolly cuz her life doesn't revolve around u
IamJameeBadger: i had to tell her how i felt, and i did then apologized about
IamJameeBadger: i dont think it does and i absolutly dont want i tto
IamJameeBadger: it to*
MeGaLisHus989: and i can stick up for her all i want cuz i know wut happened, she told me, and i know her a hella lot better so yah
IamJameeBadger: so that means she knows all sides of the story?
IamJameeBadger: i dont think so.
MeGaLisHus989: so that means SHE knows all sideS? wut?
IamJameeBadger: she doesnt know how i precieved the story and i dont know how she precieved the story so how could you know all that happened just from her side of it?
IamJameeBadger: you cant
MeGaLisHus989: uh ok that doesn't make n e sense but wutever u say jamee
IamJameeBadger: uhh yeah if you had ANY brains you would get it.
IamJameeBadger: its not that hard
MeGaLisHus989: ok i don't know y the hell ur dissing me cuz if u scroll up i haven't said one mean thing to u other than the stuff that u "misunderstood" ok? so just stop
IamJameeBadger: all you are doing is making the situation worse and making me mad. i was all fine, and i said sorry to missy. you guys always seem to make things bigger than they are. you blow things out of proportion.
MeGaLisHus989: u make it sound like we do that all the time. and im just stickin up for my friend thats it.
IamJameeBadger: i made my anger letter out of proportion from all my anger being bottled up an then i say im sorry adn then i get this.
IamJameeBadger: but you dont need to stick up her. she can stick up for herself.
IamJameeBadger: shes a big girl
MeGaLisHus989: well seeing as how shes not here right now, im doin it no matter wut u say, and duh i know that she can stick up for herself
MeGaLisHus989: but wut the heck r u talkin about when u say u apologized?
IamJameeBadger: right after i sent her the email i sent another that told her why i did it and it kept saying that i was sorry and i just need to get my anger out and let her know how i felt. and that i was ok with us and that she should call me and i asked if she would forgive me for being mean
IamJameeBadger: because its not offten that i get mad and mean and when i do people really get upset.
IamJameeBadger: did missy tell you i appologzed?
MeGaLisHus989: uh she prolly hasn't gotten the email
IamJameeBadger: well then how did she know i was mad at her?
MeGaLisHus989: she didn't
MeGaLisHus989: i just found out bud
IamJameeBadger: yeah,.....you should find out the facts before you get all defensive over your friends
MeGaLisHus989: wow ok u make noooo sense at all
IamJameeBadger: oh my fucking god. yes i do. you just dont understand anything i write
MeGaLisHus989: um ok
IamJameeBadger: its a no fucking brainer to understand that
IamJameeBadger: but, whatever im done.
MeGaLisHus989: man you have issues
MeGaLisHus989 signed off at 10:49:25 PM.
Maybe i didnt make any sense at all but i think i did. they are just ditsy fucks that i hate sometimes. she says that she talked to missy and then she says that she didnt talk to missy. they always manage to gang up on me and get people to hate me. Im sorry but i had to tell missy i was through. i have had enough. is that such a crime? see, this is why i am never open with my friends because they always freak out on me like this. maybe she wasnt freaking out on me and i just thought she was but it sure felt like it. Maybe i do have issues like she said. this is what makes me not be the Jamee that i want to be. this makes me be that sad emo Jamee that cries more often. they have always managed to hurt my feelings and bring me down. when we hung out all I ever felt like was mush. i was all dead inside. i dont want to feel like that anymore. if i waste their time why do they try to make plans with me? its just i.........always want to cry when im with them. they are they pretty kids, and then they tell me im pretty when i tell them not to say that because it makes feel soooo bad that i almost start to cry when they say it. but they always say it. and it makes me the saddest kid in the world because i know im not going to be like them..........ever. i just want looks like them. i dont want their attitudes. their attitudes suck. but, i guess im really sad because i feel that they think are too good for me. and that they have me there to bring up their esteem because they look at me and are like ew. *sigh* i hate living with this. now im crying.
MeGaLisHus989: hey did u go to the concert tonight?
IamJameeBadger: pfft no. missy never called me so i called her and then nobody was home
MeGaLisHus989: so u didn't go just cuz of her?
IamJameeBadger: i couldnt go by myself
MeGaLisHus989: i thought ur daddy was goin
IamJameeBadger: no he was going to drop us off.
MeGaLisHus989: o, well missy was waiting all day for u to call her and then she had to go to the store with her momma and run errands, she couldn't just wait around all day
IamJameeBadger: she told me that she was going to call me thursday and then if she didnt call me thursday she was going to friday so i waited for her then i called her and nobody was home i left a message for her to call me back adn she never did.
IamJameeBadger: you werent there so you wouldnt know.
MeGaLisHus989: whoa whoa whoa chill ok? lol this is just wut missy told me, she just said that u were gonna call
IamJameeBadger: im not mad. im just saying that i called her 4 times today and everytime nobody answered so i left a message and wited for her to get back. then i got introuble for her not calling like she said she would.
MeGaLisHus989: o ok well i think this whole thing was just a big misunderstanding lol
IamJameeBadger: liek everytime that i make a plan with her?
MeGaLisHus989: uhhh r u sorta blaming u not being able to go on her??
IamJameeBadger: huh?
MeGaLisHus989: well ur kinda saying that the reason ur guys plans don't work out is cuz she misunderstands all the time
IamJameeBadger: and she does. im not trying to say that shes stupid or anything im just saying that almost everytime she says that she will do something then she doesnt follow through with it and it would just be nice if she could follow through with things more offten
MeGaLisHus989: well when we were trying to hang out with u the other day, we waited until 12:00 that morning for u to call and say that u could do somethin and then we're on the phone with u for awhile and at like 5 u call again and say that u can't do n e thing until the movie that night and by then i was jus sick of waiting and didn't wanna go so missy couldn't go because her mom wouldn't take her and she couldn't ride the bus by herself so its not always her fault jamee
IamJameeBadger: its not that i couldnt go do anything until 5. i just couldnt go do anything other than the movies. and that wasnt the only time she did that. that day i told her that i was walking and that my parents werent home and she kept asking if my parents could drive her. and i kept telling her no. she doesnt this alot to me and everybody around me notices it and asks why i put up with it and i just shrug it off. everytime we talk she mixes things up. like the whole "i told you my mom hates you guys" i never even said that. it was about 2 totally different things. but she misunderstood it adn then lied to everybody and made her mom mad at me and my mom because she thought that my mom hated you guys which was never the case.
MeGaLisHus989: uh ok well i don't exactly know wut ur talkin about with the whole ur mom hates us thing and wut the hell is up with people asking u y u put up with WUT? MISSY? and missy didn't go around LYING to everybody she just thought that u mom didn't like us very much and the only person she said that to was Benita and thats hardly everybody
IamJameeBadger: dude whatever you are "misunderstading" this whole thing. people dont ask my why i put up with missy. they ask my why do i always tell her its fine when she flakes out on me
MeGaLisHus989: so people ask you y u put up with her always misunderstanding things?
IamJameeBadger: noooo, thats not what i said. i said they ask me why she always flakes out on me.
IamJameeBadger: almost everytime that she wants to hang out im like ok, and hten i tell my other friends i cant hangout because missy wants to hang out. so then i dont make plans and then she always ends up not being able to go or doesnt call me. then im left in the cold not having anything to do because she tells me at the VERY last minutes
IamJameeBadger: minute*
MeGaLisHus989: thats wut u did to us the other day so i really wouldn't be talking
IamJameeBadger: what i did?! i dont think so i told you guys all day that i could only go the movies
IamJameeBadger: you guys only hear what you want to
MeGaLisHus989: DUDE no u didn't , if u had told us that we woulda been off the phone in a flash doin other stufff
MeGaLisHus989: and not wastin our time
IamJameeBadger: and missy was the one that picked the time and i told ehr no i cant go until later i have to do chores nad stuff. and you guys were like well lets go do something before and i kept saying that i couldnt.
IamJameeBadger: if i waste your time then leave me alone
IamJameeBadger: stop sticking up for missy i already apologied for it
IamJameeBadger: so fuck off bitch
MeGaLisHus989: WOW OK chill just chill
MeGaLisHus989: ok?
MeGaLisHus989: man
MeGaLisHus989: when i said wasting our time i meant we coulda been off the phone doin things that we needed to do and that stuff
Auto response from IamJameeBadger: fuck off.......
MeGaLisHus989: O SCREW U
IamJameeBadger: dun you dont even know what all happened and your on here acting like you do and sticking up for missy.
IamJameeBadger: i already apologized and told her to call me or email me.
IamJameeBadger: has she? no
MeGaLisHus989: prolly cuz her life doesn't revolve around u
IamJameeBadger: i had to tell her how i felt, and i did then apologized about
IamJameeBadger: i dont think it does and i absolutly dont want i tto
IamJameeBadger: it to*
MeGaLisHus989: and i can stick up for her all i want cuz i know wut happened, she told me, and i know her a hella lot better so yah
IamJameeBadger: so that means she knows all sides of the story?
IamJameeBadger: i dont think so.
MeGaLisHus989: so that means SHE knows all sideS? wut?
IamJameeBadger: she doesnt know how i precieved the story and i dont know how she precieved the story so how could you know all that happened just from her side of it?
IamJameeBadger: you cant
MeGaLisHus989: uh ok that doesn't make n e sense but wutever u say jamee
IamJameeBadger: uhh yeah if you had ANY brains you would get it.
IamJameeBadger: its not that hard
MeGaLisHus989: ok i don't know y the hell ur dissing me cuz if u scroll up i haven't said one mean thing to u other than the stuff that u "misunderstood" ok? so just stop
IamJameeBadger: all you are doing is making the situation worse and making me mad. i was all fine, and i said sorry to missy. you guys always seem to make things bigger than they are. you blow things out of proportion.
MeGaLisHus989: u make it sound like we do that all the time. and im just stickin up for my friend thats it.
IamJameeBadger: i made my anger letter out of proportion from all my anger being bottled up an then i say im sorry adn then i get this.
IamJameeBadger: but you dont need to stick up her. she can stick up for herself.
IamJameeBadger: shes a big girl
MeGaLisHus989: well seeing as how shes not here right now, im doin it no matter wut u say, and duh i know that she can stick up for herself
MeGaLisHus989: but wut the heck r u talkin about when u say u apologized?
IamJameeBadger: right after i sent her the email i sent another that told her why i did it and it kept saying that i was sorry and i just need to get my anger out and let her know how i felt. and that i was ok with us and that she should call me and i asked if she would forgive me for being mean
IamJameeBadger: because its not offten that i get mad and mean and when i do people really get upset.
IamJameeBadger: did missy tell you i appologzed?
MeGaLisHus989: uh she prolly hasn't gotten the email
IamJameeBadger: well then how did she know i was mad at her?
MeGaLisHus989: she didn't
MeGaLisHus989: i just found out bud
IamJameeBadger: yeah,.....you should find out the facts before you get all defensive over your friends
MeGaLisHus989: wow ok u make noooo sense at all
IamJameeBadger: oh my fucking god. yes i do. you just dont understand anything i write
MeGaLisHus989: um ok
IamJameeBadger: its a no fucking brainer to understand that
IamJameeBadger: but, whatever im done.
MeGaLisHus989: man you have issues
MeGaLisHus989 signed off at 10:49:25 PM.
Maybe i didnt make any sense at all but i think i did. they are just ditsy fucks that i hate sometimes. she says that she talked to missy and then she says that she didnt talk to missy. they always manage to gang up on me and get people to hate me. Im sorry but i had to tell missy i was through. i have had enough. is that such a crime? see, this is why i am never open with my friends because they always freak out on me like this. maybe she wasnt freaking out on me and i just thought she was but it sure felt like it. Maybe i do have issues like she said. this is what makes me not be the Jamee that i want to be. this makes me be that sad emo Jamee that cries more often. they have always managed to hurt my feelings and bring me down. when we hung out all I ever felt like was mush. i was all dead inside. i dont want to feel like that anymore. if i waste their time why do they try to make plans with me? its just i.........always want to cry when im with them. they are they pretty kids, and then they tell me im pretty when i tell them not to say that because it makes feel soooo bad that i almost start to cry when they say it. but they always say it. and it makes me the saddest kid in the world because i know im not going to be like them..........ever. i just want looks like them. i dont want their attitudes. their attitudes suck. but, i guess im really sad because i feel that they think are too good for me. and that they have me there to bring up their esteem because they look at me and are like ew. *sigh* i hate living with this. now im crying.