yesterday i got a new phone. because if you renew your contract you get a discount. i thought, oh no i am going to miss my old phone because its cute and blue. but this one was also cute and blue and it has a camera and i can still have the birds ringtone which is my favorite part after all. i also bought some tasty on-sale tops from a store i ( Read more... )

"there's always someone out there who thinks you should hang yourself."

"what kind of exactly are you talking about?"

"I'M NOT INTO DYING ARTS ANYMORE!!"

"i'm surprised you don't bite at my ankles all the time."

so apparently me, suki, chris and bo are going to the island this weekend!!! my one little excursion this whole summer ( Read more... )

I'd really like to have a little talk with you and tell you all the things youre doing wrong. I'd take you home and show you how to make it right. Cause I liked it better when you were the best piece of flesh the world had to give. And I liked it better when I knew exactly what was going to happen ( Read more... )

oh my man i love him so ( Read more... )

why was i born?
why am i living?
what do i get?
what am i giving?
why do i want for things
i dare not hope for?
what can i hope for?
i wish i knew

why do i try
to draw you near me?
why do i cry?
you never hear me
i'm a poor fool but what can i do?
oh baby, why was i born to love you?

miss billie holiday.

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o pause button, how i truly miss you!

i post this here so i won't lose it ( Read more... )

i go to sleep kinda cold and wake up sweating. because i go to sleep so late. in the peak of the cold night and wake up in the day. and lie in bed tossing around thinking yes no yes no. how could i tolerate? well ive got something else to think about now, we're changing our name. to what?? i dont know. such a responsibility. aleve doesnt work on me ( Read more... )