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[spoonman3]

I realize. Tomorrow when I wake up, it will have been as though nothing ever happened the day before. All these limits and plans that I am making, only for tonight. All these emotions, only until I fall asleep. Its just pointless now. I am going to go back to easier days . Back to when I was not gaining or losing any friends. I hate every one

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[i_miss_anarchy]

okay. i totally understand. i'm sorry. see you next time you go to gilman.

[spoonman3]

I doubt that will be happening. I really like you Bekka, I really did. I thought that if I got to know you I could get a chance to expirence all the things that I wouldn't get to otherwise. I thought you were, just by my hope, not a whore. But I should havebeen more realistic. Thanks for everything, I am very thankful for those things. I am just glad I had a chance to expirence those things before its to late.

Do you want to go to the SFMOMA? You never gave me any kind of answer. I don't think you would have that kind of money but I would pay for you, plus we get a discount. It would my treat.

Also, what about me fascinated you? I would like to know. *half smile*

Yeah. . .

[i_miss_anarchy]

i would love to go. i'm sorry i didnt give you enough of a warning about me being a slut. you fascinate me because the longer i know you the deeper i get into this world that's about as weird as mine. and that's comforting and fascinating they make questions and ideas in my head and i love when that happends.