I don't mean this in an angry way.

[spoonunderpilow]

In the past couple of months I've talked about how I've loved growing up, and I still love it and there's no "but" in this thought. I am just thinking that even though I decided I'm growing up, I don't think anyone else would notice. I've been thinking about my existence. I don't know how to explain what I think my existence is, and I almost had

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[misterkris]

i think you think too much about things that shouldn't be thought about to this extent.

and what do you mean by 'bad'?
i'm genuinly curious though. i want to read the list.

[spoonunderpilow]

haha that was such a long time ago. you're funny that you commented now.
i dunno, i was being semi-sarcastic with myself kinda expecting no one to read that.
you don't overthink things too?
i overthink everything.

[misterkris]

what about that defintion of 'bad' and that list? i still want to know.

[spoonunderpilow]

part was just me tracking how my mindset about stuff has chaged over 9th & 10th grade. it added up to 9 trains of thought... i think...