I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rock star...

[sport_e]

-Well, senior year has started and I've survived a whole week so far, so I'm proud of myself for that. I'm really excited to be a senior, but I don't think I'm ready for all of it's responsibilities yet

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[blinkeeykt04]

You are a silly silly girl. The only reason that things like this are getting to you is because you are letting them. It's of course natural that you feel the pain of missing people. But you need to remember that you had those experiences for a reason. They were given to you to learn from them and to grow as a person. Also to take those experiences and your growth with you back down here....to all of your friends here. To pass it on and to show that you really have grown and changed. They didn't happen so that you can get sick and be depressed and upset that you don't have it anymore. On the contrary, you will always have the times that you had up there with the people you spent your time with. It will never go away. The memories are there for you to re-live and be happy that they happened, not to sulk around and be miserable that you don't have it anymore. Does this make any sense? You seem a lot happier since you got back, but this post tells me that you're putting on an act when you are in public....or maybe you aren't. I don't