i am so happy but yet so sad at the same time....me and chris are good i think i really found a keeper hes just a little shy but its cute, we can work on the but i'm sad because me and beth arent talking but thats nothing new me and her got into an argument because she lied to me over something so stupid and i dont know its stupid but i guess today ( Read more... )

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ok well today was one of the better days of my life...i wanted to talk to zach but when i was by myself but i didnt get to so he will probable read this and yeah i know hes "done trying" but zach if you loved me as much as you say you do or you care about me as much as you say you do you will always try to be my friend at least even if i'km with ( Read more... )

ohhhh jenny.....damnit i forgot what i had to tell you....fuck....shit....damnit i dont remember nevermind

oh no wait ok i have a home game tomorrow so will you come twards the end of it and then we can do something i probable wont play anyways p-p-p-please i will wove you foreva and eva

yeah so anyways i cant remember the last time writing in this thing but a lot of shit happened that i havent written yet and i really dont want to write in here because people will get mad (yes you zach) asnd no i'm not mad at you....but anyways we finally went to bachlors grove thank god chris came with otherwise we wouldnt of known where the hell ( Read more... )

well i guess i will keep my lj i was debating weather to use it anymore but i guess i will...me and joey are talking again i'm so happy we played tennis today and then we went to see a movie later on we seen signs and omg was it scarey everyone...you have to see it its really freaky!! and joey is going to have my baby out his penis and if hes lucky ( Read more... )

I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE I SERIOUSLY WANT TO DIE!!!
ITS ALL MY FAULT, THERES NOTHING TO LIVE FOR AND I CAUSE TO MANY PROBLEMS AND I SHOULDNT BE ON THE EARTH ANYMORE!!!

THERES NO POINT FOR ME TO LIVE!

GOODBYE

I GOT MY LICENCE!!! friday was my birthday and i went to get my licence at 5:00 right after tennis practice and when i got there the guy said there not taking anymore drivers test people and i said well i have a waiver and he asked my b-day and then he told my my b-day was one of the chosen days to take a driving test and i was pissed and i said ( Read more... )

GUYS SUCK MY ASS HOLE!!!!! SCHOOL SUCKS!!!! DRILL TEAM SUCKS!!! i swear i'm gonna fucking go nuts ok we have this new thing at our school called the drill team and its really cool its like poms but you can play other sports while your on it and tomorrow is our first game and we learned a dance sat by this one lady who could only teach us 1 dance ( Read more... )

yeah well the saying that history repeats itself well its true zach just told me that he likes me again now that i'm talking to chris and he did this last year when i was with mike lol its kinda ironicly funny but i dont know what to do i hate guys seriously i dont know why any human race that makes you think like this was put on earth i dont ( Read more... )