birthday

[sportybabe243]

so only a few more minutes in my birthday. so i had to at least mention it. so last night after my game, i went to laurel and played some pool, that was fun, spent the night in burtonsville, which by the way has absolutely nothing in it, watched 50 first dates...it was ok, drove back this morning and then went to camp. got some "special" brownies,

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happy bday

[eeon]

i wish i could help michelle. i don't know what to do. i am so glad you have your softball team though. it is important to have at least one thing to make you happy. if you think a week away is good, go for it. you will be missed here though. a lot. i am sorry your birthday wasn't everything you wanted it to be, but i tried. i hope you feel better. please please tell me if there is anything at all you think i could do for you. talk to you soon.

[beck720]

Like Erin, I too wish I could help, but also like Erin, I don't know what to do. Especially since it seems I always appear to make things worse. I won't be so bold as to say I am the cause of your problems, but I am sure I don't help. I really truly am sorry for everything you are going through, but it doesn't give you the right to take it out on me. I wish this bitter rant wasn't online, but honestly, when else do I get to talk to you anymore? I was hoping this weekend would mean we could spend some time together and have fun, but I guess not. It was SUPPOSED to be both of ours, thus requiring us to spend some time together planning, but you don't seem to give one shit about it. You won't come over for an hour to plan it? You'll call me to work out the details? Bullshit you will. It's your lowest priority, and that's not fair to me. All you care about is softball, like you said. I'm really 100% truly glad that you have found something that finally makes you happy. But you really don't seem to care about anything that has to do with

[sportybabe243]

wait just one minute, in no way did i say that i was taking it out on u, if it feels like that than sorry. i'm sorry that i have camp, i'm sorry that i have softball, but without that i really don't have anything. AND tell me when the hell i said i wouldn't come over for an hour to plan it? please tell me when i said that, i call yesterday like u told me too, and its we're washing cars right now. AND are u really kiddin me? It's my lowest priority?? I don't want to fucking hear anything about that. You know nothing of my priorities right now, u know nothing that is going on. So i really don't want to hear it from you, you really do not have that right at the moment. Bullshit..u're gonna tell me what's bullshit? And u really want to talk fair? How much of ur crap have i been through, and i'm sorry that its not fair to u, but so much is unfair that i don't even want to get started. Don't tell me what i do and don't fucking care about, i care about u and those that care about me more than u can kno and it hurts that u could say that. If

[beck720]

you're right. i'm dumb. i don't know. i write things when i am emotional and feeling shitty and post it, only to realize what a dumbass i was upon reading it later. i'm sorry. i'm gonna keep my mouth(?) shut... yea..<3<3