hmm..

[sportybabe243]

so today bright and early game in the middle to nowhere, except not really...no mall..plaza...lost the first game, actually u kno how i like my rants..here's the beginning of one. were tied with this team who is one of the better teams...but today with one of the slowest pitching i've seen thus far...could not hit worth a crap...then last inning,

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[eeon]

everyone makes blunders. it must have been your first in what, eight years? and i so admire you for being able to look at yourself and decide what to do, even though i don't understand it. i just want you to be as happy as possible. btw, could someone be thinking too much? could that someone not be me? love ya!

[beck720]

it is really hard to ignore your best friend when she is obviously upset and not happy. hopefully everything will start to turn around. maybe you are doing too much thinking.. who knows? i do know that i am here for you, as i am sure many other people are, no matter what happens or what goes wrong or whatmakes you sad. and to not like yourself is something very bad, but i doubt it's true, maybe you just need to learn how to be you?

[sportybabe243]

and it means so much that you are here for me, as well as others, but its says something that you haven't given up on me, and gotten fed up with me...i'm just talking out my ass, like i usually am...things are gonna be better, i'm gonna make sure of it..hope u'll stick around a little longer to see that.

[beck720]

of course i will and you know that babe.. i love you so much.. and all i want is for you to be happy all the time.. none of this *i'll push it aside* crap.. it needs to go away so my chelle can be free!!! so whatever u need... if anything... u let me know.. even if that is nothing... and we'll eat some ice cream (with rainbow sprinkles).. buy our house, raise our cows. and life will be good