one update after another, but this is IMPORTANT AS FUCK.

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everything was just fine after i updated my livejournal. then the nursing home called saying that my mom had to call them back right away, and that it was very important. i told my mom, thinking that my dad just had a fever. i come back to see my mom bawling her eyes out and i knew right away what had happened.

my dad died.

i cant even begin to

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I don't know when you will get this hopefully tonight or tomorrow.
I can't even begin to explain all the thoughts and emotions that are going through my head right now.
When you called me, I swear I almost passed out. I can't believe this is real. I'm sweating and shaking to the extremes.
I would do anything to be there in person for you right now.
So if you need me too, I would really like to see you soon.
I'm not going to school tomorrow, I feel bad that I'm using your dad as an excuse out of school. Thats what it feels like.
Call me if you need to tonight. I'm gunna be up. I can't fall asleep.
I love you :] ♥

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caitlin, dont feel bad that thats why your not going to school. im just so glad i have a friend like you that i could call lol.

i wanna see you sometime soon. i dunno about today, because my mom and i are planning things for the funeral, but i would definatly like to see you this week.

i love you so much caitlin.
♥

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Aw...
I'm sorry Steph, I really am, he was a great guy. He'll always be with you know, just, uh... looking down upon you. I hope you feel better soon because I hate seeing you so sad.

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thanks jason. im doing better i guess. it just seems so unreal.
ily♥

yey!!

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much love home slice.

Re: yey!!

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<3

[masterlink23]

I'm so sorry to hear about this happening. I got the call last night as I was walking upstairs and I just knew when I heard your mom on the answering machine what it was about. Just know I'm here for you and always will be cause I'm just sweet like that. I'm gonna come over uh, soon with my mom (Depending on when you get this it will or wont make sense). So if you don't want to see me...too bad! I would put a heart thing on here if I knew how...v_v.

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haha thanks.
your sitting next to me.
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Steph, I'm so, so impossibly... I don't know, mute right now? Because I can't think of what to say.
The whole school heard, and we're all praying.
Mucho love.
I wish I could do more.

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thank you so much rachel. i know how hard it is to find the right words, but knowing that there are people out there praying for me & my family makes me feel a lot better.

ily ♥