So I figured out the four things that make me feel better.
1. Jasmin
2. Basketball
3. Naked
4. ( Making really long fun playlists on Winamp. )

Two words: Jasmin's home.

I would love to be elaborate on how things are right now but I know that if I try to, it'll only result in a huge struggle ( Read more... )

Matt and Jen are moved in. They're living in it. I'm not ready at all. Not that I don't want to, I just don't have a lot of things; a job, a bank account, an ID. Necessities vital to getting on a lease to a house. I was supposed to take care of that today but I guess my dad forgot or something. He usually initiates when we go somewhere. Although, ( Read more... )

Whoa weird Jason, you sure do seem sure ( Read more... )

Wow. Vanessa Carlton? Third Eye Blind? Dancing and singing with Jen, Tyler, Matt, Trisha, Liana, Pat, Justin, Reed, Bri, Kelsi, and Bri's boyfriend with a shit load of Southern Comfort in our bodies? Woo hoo! It was so amazing. Beauty was all around me everywhere. I loved it. The first few hours of this new year were amazing. Justin came to Pat's. ( Read more... )

Why does it have to come to this?
Stephen, sorry.
Matthew, sorry.
Jesse Mae, sorry.
I am sober enough now to know I said some stupid shit.
I don't know what it was, but sorry.
Alcohol makes me feel a lot better though.
Tomorrow!

I felt so happy today waking up to football and tamales. I left my Nina and Nino's with such joy in my heart. I almost weeped. My family is so beautiful. They all know and think I'm out of my mind. This is the only heart break I haven't confided to my mom. I don't know why. I kept her hidden because I knew it was going to hurt from the start. But ( Read more... )

I'm too honest for my own good. I used to love to talk the way you talk. I used to love these scrambled words. I used to love having some sort of secret meaning. But it's silly. It's asinine. It goes nowhere. I like for you all to know who I'm talking to and about. If you don't, then you shouldn't. It's gone. I'm gone. I know it seems overly ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to describe things right now ( Read more... )