funerals=nervous.

apparently, she had mouth cancer and suffered a lot. and i didnt even know. that makes me feel weirder that that she's gone. not that ive seen her at all in the past...5 years, maybe? i hope i dont have a panic attack this morning....

he got me a new claddagh because my other one broke a while ago. and its so purdy & shiny! and we went to see "a christmas carol" at the NSMT and then to dinner at uno's. mmmmmm deep dish pizza with extra cheeze and mozzerella sticks :D yum yum :D. except on the way home, we saw two car accidents cos it was so rainy out. happy christmas!

AWESOME!

i love knitting, my dog, and chocolate yogurt. mush :D

im off to watch ED WOOD ON DVD!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!

ok, bye

why is it that when someone is upset by something someone said (vague enough for ya? it gets better...), someone is always there to say "fuck them, their opinion doesnt mean anything! YOURS is the only one that matters!"? so why should i even listen to you, then? why, in fact, should we even have voices if nobody's opinion means anything? then in ( Read more... )

in less than a month's time, i have successfully bought a bonsai, mini buddhas, boots, a flask, a cane, a compass, a corset, and...of course...a sword. thats just on ebay. someone needs to fund a self-help something for ebay addicts. and then sell it on ebay to make millions. muahahahahaha! ok, stuff needs to start arriving in the mail now...

( this is what i did with my dreads one night, cos i were boreded... )

im not gone for 3 days and i come visit my parents, and whats the wallpaper on the computer? a HUGE FRIGGIN BUSH/CHENEY '04 PICTURE!! whats wrong with them? my dads smart, i swear he is...just...misguided, i suppose...

my tongue hurts.

so bad.

ice isnt as appealing as its made out to be.

and im tired

and its 12 in the noon

and ive still got 3 more hours to go

till you come home

and ive still got 8 more hours to go

till i can smoke another cigarette.

even though i already cheated on that one.

i just want to eat my ice cream.