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[sprightlylola]

seriously, fuck it.

apathy is cooler than effort or caring or anything of the like.
and i'm all about being cool.

i'm not even kidding.

just, whatever.

so what if it all falls apart?

who doesn't care?
that's right, me.

it's really not always my fault.
i promise.

it might be this time.

but i don't care. fuck it.

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[heybabe437]

your uhhhh what was it "not caring" really shows.....that was a joke please dont beat me up.....ehh it can only get better right? hmmm i hope things get better for you

[sprightlylola]

ha ha. very funny.

beat you up? what do you mean by that?
i would never hit anyone. ever.
honest.

[wallflowergirl]

..?

I'd offer some sort of advice or something, but I don't know the situation/if it's even wanted.

[sprightlylola]

advice is always wanted.
but basically, i'm just an idiot.
and to top it off, an insecure (and quasi-self-centered) idiot.

i convinced myself that i was unwanted by all my friends yesterday, and then got pissed off at myself for being so damned insecure.

i'm telling you, my brand of crazy is one-in-a-million.