I am hurting inside. I can't figure out which way is up anymore. Not like I careeither. Things are shity... mylife is pure shit. I may pretend that it's all ok but, it's not. i'm so sick of this bullshit. I need a break from the shallow world we live in. I'm so over this mess. Everything I used to love... I've grown to hate. I hate you. I hate all ( Read more... )

Smoking is a bad habit and I intend to quit...When I have more will-power and my life stops being so shity. But, until then... it's keeping me sane.

Things change. People change. I'm loving it. I'm loveing you.

MY PARENTS ARE INSANE!..... someone save me... please?

Saturday night was the worst ever ( Read more... )

I haven't gone to my 5th hour class since last monday! AHHH.. im a guilty skipper .. and I admit it... sadly. hahha <3 but I was away wednesday thursday and friday last week but now im procrastinating cause I didn't do my project!!! AHHH i should go do it now... lol bye <3

I'm in Jersey till tomorrow. Kinda sad considering I met a really great guy tonight. His name is Andrew... he's 17... he's really cute and if your lucky.. I'll have pictures to post sometime this weekend. He's hawt. :) I'm happy.

Last Night was my Grandmother's Wake. It wasn't as bad as I predicted it to be. It was hard at first. I walked in and when I saw that it was open-casket I almost had a panic attack. I cried and slowly moved closer to the casket as the night went on. Dan and Allie and Rachel were there. It made me so happy to see them. I miss them sooooo much. They ( Read more... )

So here's how this week is gunna go ( Read more... )

Let's recap on my weekend ( Read more... )