I would do anything to get better. Its just not the same anymore. Praying about it doesnt seem to help.

Summertime, and the livins' easy..

This song describes perfectly how i feel.

Hello, could you be my destiny

I don't know but you sure look sweeter

than anyone I've ever seen

Hello, I tried to call to see just how you've been

It's your machine and you're

not there again

I try you in a little while

Okay, goodbye

It always seems no matter what I say

You never look at me you look

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Its been a few days so I decided to update. Basically i've been very sick..ive been to the doctors twice and it hasnt been helping. Ive had an ear operation when iwas little and my ear was throbbing and the doctor said it might blow open...if that happens I will need surgery again. I dont think it will because it feels better, I just can't stop ( Read more... )

well i think i got too excited about something that wasnt a big deal at all. I probably should have called, but people kept telling me differently. Even though i havent known him long...his personality just seems amazing...it really is.

i dont know really what to do anymore. Im kinda clueless.

I always fucking get yelled at. Wow i screwed up like once. I also did a ton of things right. Oh well i guess i suck.

Just knowing that I'm a better person is more than enough.

He must be completely stupid...that or hes just not into me. I dont know how many hints a girl can drop. But maybe im just looking for something that isnt there.

Oh well...at least i tried,

Ive lost alot of things this year, some good, others bad. But everything that happens, happens for a reason. I just have to keep telling myself that. Even if I lose the things I love the most I just have to forget about it and move on. Like for instance I was picturing how college would be my freshmen year. I have to admit the thought was scary, ( Read more... )

im just going to give up now, and not give a shit anymore.

They dont care about how i feel, or what i say anyways.

Fuck them, Fuck them all.