To think that if you had come to Waterbury with us as planned you might have missed out. It's a little sureal cause when you never called back I made excuses for you and actually said to Rei "I hate getting mad and feeling ditched without actually knowing what happened. I mean, maybe he got in a car crash or something." Weird. Maybe I jinxed you.
I'm not sure if I should be on the defensive here...but you sound like you think that I actually DID ditch you when I should hope by now that you would know I would never just leave you hanging unless there was an actual reason
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I'm not sure what to say here. Part of me wants to retract my statement and just smooth things over. You said "last night" and the post was made Sunday morning so it sounded like the accident happened Saturday night which wouldn't explain what happened Saturday afternoon. So now I understand the circumstances. But my hurt was never about the circumstances. I knew there had to be circumstances. Like I said, I was making excuses for you all day cause I knew something had to have happened. But that doesn't mean that my feeling weren't hurt. You say that you would hope by now that I would know that you would never just leave me hanging, but do you realize that that is EXACTLY what has happened the past four out of five times we've tried to get together? So if you want me to understand your circumstances, please understand mine. Maybe I take things too personally, but it's hard not to get hurt when time after time I look forward to seeing you only to be left hanging. And it's not just the being ditched really, cause like I said
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What actually did happen?
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:-(
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Whoa.
*hugs*
I'm glad you're okay. e.e;
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