I'm gonna be okay. I'm okay right now. I still turned out alright. :) Tis corny - but it hasn't killed me yet... so... I dunno. It's just made me stronger. I dunno.
What the fuck is her problem? I am so, so sorry this is happening to you. You did absolutely nothing wrong--I think she seriously has something wrong with her mental health. Honestly. It's like... holy shit. What you go through is amazing. After all this shit from her you try to make things work with your siblings and she just throws it in her face. It pisses me off so much and I don't even have to live through it
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Thank you. But like I said. It's okay. Don't cry. And like I said to Kitty. I'm still here and standing I just. I dunno - gah. She pisses me off immensly.
I don't know. I just don't even know if I have the energy to friggin care about it.
I can tell you what my mom's problem is though. It's fucking money.
How much money she's getting and will keep getting. Money and medication. And it's so sad that this is her life and what's important to her.
*glomps* Sorry, but I couldnt help find it funny that your 'grandfather' did the similar things/acted the similar way to your 'Auntie' and 'Mother', and then they treat thier children the same as they we're treated. You would think they would learn from personal experience, right? *glomps again*
Think of it this way, you will be there for your brothers and sisters, when they will need to escape. And also you have your 'new family', if you consider them that way (which to I know of, you do).
And you have the bramble-bush of a Hogwarts-Pranksters family aswell ;)
I agree with all the other DDs. You certainly don't deserve all of that and your mom is apparently repeating a cycle your grandfather started.
I know you've learned from it, and hopefully your siblings will learn from their mistakes and what you're doing right and know that some day they'll have to escape your mom.
I'm also hoping that one day CAS will see that you're mom is not a fit parent and that she's lying just so she can get her daily drug fix, even if it is "legal." But sometimes those things take time and I am hopeful that this will all work out and she, and you grandfather, will be exposed for what they are. Shame I can't think of a fitting word for it because none of them are evil enough and over half of them are words I'd never say. *hugs*
Just...Be strong and continue on because I'm sure one day one of your younger siblings will call you up and ask you to help them get away.
Isn't there anything you can do, like call CAS and plead your case, just so you can talk to your siblings, because you're worried about them. Do they know of how you took care of your family growing up? Or all your mother's problems. Can you demand, (cuz you are family) that she have a psychological evaluation, or even have your siblings interviewed to get their point of views?
I wish I could take you away from all the hardship, I really wish I could. *hugs*
I wonder if I can do that. The psychological evaluation.
I find it funny that CAS is all like - You can't see the kids but we're not going to officially inform you of this decision. Like, shouldn't I be informed?
It makes me think that she's bullshitting it. Or just really fucking mean and wanted me to keep calling for my sister and never tell me and then spring surprise like a visit for the police and say I was harassing her children and she has orders from CAS to keep me away from them.
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I'm gonna be okay. I'm okay right now. I still turned out alright. :) Tis corny - but it hasn't killed me yet... so... I dunno. It's just made me stronger. I dunno.
It's just so amazingly infuriating.
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Thank you. But like I said. It's okay. Don't cry. And like I said to Kitty. I'm still here and standing I just. I dunno - gah. She pisses me off immensly.
I don't know. I just don't even know if I have the energy to friggin care about it.
I can tell you what my mom's problem is though. It's fucking money.
How much money she's getting and will keep getting. Money and medication. And it's so sad that this is her life and what's important to her.
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Yeah, I think that sums it up. *glomps Julie*
Toodles!
MissieMissie
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And who would think monty Python would have the best quote?
http://www.starterupsteve.com/swf/f-word.html?
The Monty Python skit, maybe it will cheer you up alittle?
*glomps* Sorry, but I couldnt help find it funny that your 'grandfather' did the similar things/acted the similar way to your 'Auntie' and 'Mother', and then they treat thier children the same as they we're treated.
You would think they would learn from personal experience, right? *glomps again*
Think of it this way, you will be there for your brothers and sisters, when they will need to escape. And also you have your 'new family', if you consider them that way (which to I know of, you do).
And you have the bramble-bush of a Hogwarts-Pranksters family aswell ;)
Toodles!
MissieMissie
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I know you've learned from it, and hopefully your siblings will learn from their mistakes and what you're doing right and know that some day they'll have to escape your mom.
I'm also hoping that one day CAS will see that you're mom is not a fit parent and that she's lying just so she can get her daily drug fix, even if it is "legal." But sometimes those things take time and I am hopeful that this will all work out and she, and you grandfather, will be exposed for what they are. Shame I can't think of a fitting word for it because none of them are evil enough and over half of them are words I'd never say. *hugs*
Just...Be strong and continue on because I'm sure one day one of your younger siblings will call you up and ask you to help them get away.
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I <3 you.
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I wish I could take you away from all the hardship, I really wish I could. *hugs*
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I find it funny that CAS is all like - You can't see the kids but we're not going to officially inform you of this decision. Like, shouldn't I be informed?
It makes me think that she's bullshitting it. Or just really fucking mean and wanted me to keep calling for my sister and never tell me and then spring surprise like a visit for the police and say I was harassing her children and she has orders from CAS to keep me away from them.
Who fucking knows...
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