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[spryng]

I'm feeling increasingly panicked about this deadline. The worst part is it's not hard and fast, I could ask to move it, but my stubbornness REFUSES. I want to prove I can do this, even as I keep getting sick and the baby keeps getting sick and no one sleeps and work is eating my brain and then I guess I need to still do stuff around the house and

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[dreamsrundeep]

Year 1. It's a struggle. A joyful struggle at times. A miserable and lonely struggle at others. Even with friends in town, unless they made the effort to come see us, we didn't have the time, energy, or even the fucks to give because of being touched-out by tiny humans. As an introvert, parenting requires a LOT of my energy and even now with the boys at age 6 there are days where I just want to shut the door and have no one talk to me ever again

[dreamsrundeep]

Also - many hugs to you!

[onelargecat]

Hang in there. Babyhood is no joke.