~ 6 Drabbles ~ 56th FIC ~
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: separete ones of the boys
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A set of drabbles about the boys.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though i wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
그리고… (And) Holding Back the Tears
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: Junsu’s POV
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A drabble about Junsu loving someone but he must move on from him, cos its over.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though i wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
“I'm holding back the tears
I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart
To a place that is neither close nor far
Where a different me stands
I will not cry”
I wish I could be stronger.
I wish I could never cry.
I wish loving you meant I didn’t have to hold back the tears.
I want to find a different and new ‘me’, where may I find him…? I don’t know, but still I will carry on walking till any pain or sorrow in my heart is lessened… and so I'm holding back the tears.
- The Last Goodbye -
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: Changmin’s POV
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A random drabble I wrote, not sure where now maybe I was waiting for my sister to finish with her interview… anyways, its just about *now its min* how he is in love with this guy and he doesn’t want him to go and for their night to end.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though i wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
Please don’t go and leave me behind; please don’t leave me alone wanting you more and more, like a drug, that’s what you are becoming to me.
This could be our last goodbye so let’s make the most of tonight before you go, before we end, before this can never happen again.
I'm here blinded by the sun; the stars are brightly shining in the summer’s end skies above me.
So lay down with me I want to touch you like the breeze, because this could be our last goodbye…
Stepping Stone
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: Yoochun’s POV
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A drabble where Yoochun says to himself/his ex that he will never be a stepping stone.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though i wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
I was used by you, I loved you once and who knows, I think a part of me is still in love with you.
I suppose it must be true, for I still feel it in my heart ad in my head everyday, month and year you are there.
Now I realise that I will never be a stepping stone, someone told me to never be a stepping stone and I realise that it’s true.
You should never be a stepping stone for we are all better than that… I will never be your stepping stone.
Questions Existing
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: Yunho’s POV
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A drabble about Yunho wondering about his ex and his many questions.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though I wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
Don’t love me and then in the blink of an eye leave me here on my own.
Why? Why me? What did I do to anyone or anything to deserve this pain of eternal loneliness?
Why say all of those beautiful things to me and let me fall into you wholly and totally?
As I grow older and wiser somehow I do so with every passing moment of my life without you, I realise that I have at least partially moved on and am more independent and like a ‘me’ I used to know, a new ‘me’ even.
Though we are far apart now on many levels; you will always be a special part deep within my constantly tested heart.
~ An Unmatched Beauty ~
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: YunJae - from Yunho about/to Jaejoong
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A drabble where Yunho tells/describes Jae and his looks.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though I wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
I lay here every morn before you should wake and I can’t help but to think over you and the way you look…
All the beauty in the all the worlds, in all the universes in all of the dreams of all the endless combined can never and would never be surpassed by your own inner and outer ethereal and awesomely unreal beauty.
Sometimes… I cry at how something so beautiful and pure can be.
~ The Poet ~
Author: Spudacus
Length: Drabble
Rating: U
Pairings: Yoochun’s POV
Genre: Drabble
Summary: A drabble about the feelings and thoughts Yoochun has about/to do with Junsu.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, nor do they know I am writing this, even though i wish I did own them! lol! *dirty mind - drools*
‘If writing on paper can steal my heart away, just imagine what his lips on my body would say.
If words were kisses he’d be making love to me, arousing my emotions, touching me with poetry’
Every time you are on my mind, I just think about how we could be together.
How we would look together, how we would make sweet, sweet tender love to one another.
What is it like kissing your juicily plump lips, I wonder?
Do you taste like the mangos you are always eating?
I sign a song for you in my heart every second of everyday for you, I write poetry to express my feelings for you, yet I still hope you will find me and love me the way I want you to.
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