whenever someone tells me things will get better with time, my first instinct is to tell them that they are wrong and that things never get better with time alone ( Read more... )

i really think one thing and it just so happens to be the complete opposite ( Read more... )

sooo SPSCC today. (technically yesterday ( Read more... )

 wooooooooow i'm so bored ( Read more... )

i got all my stuff for school, so now i'm all ready for that again. i just need a few more things, and i'll be totally set ( Read more... )

oh deary me. the decisions i've made, the places i've gone and the things i've done.

i think this is going to be a long entry. and it will probably only make sense to me and the people who have surrounded me throughout the summer because i'm not going to just come out and say the things i've done... so here it goes.

summer of 2007

i stayed home for a ( Read more... )

it's been a long time ( Read more... )

i'll take care of you
have faith that when you call my name i'll be there
i'll be right there
so keep breathing
keep that sweet heart of yours beating
don't lift a finger
let me show you
the only way to let this go
let me hold you here until the pain is all gone
i'll take care of you

sorry mitch
i could give you better, but i don't know how.

i sometimes wonder if my existance on earth is only to hurt other people's lives and make everyone around me feel miserable.

1.wake up
2.get dressed
3.comb hair
4.eat breakfast
5.drive to work
6.work
7.eat lunch
8.work
9.drive to mom's work
10.drive home
11.go to mitch's/get online
12.take shower
13.go to bed
14.redo.
15.redo
16.redo
17.redo
18.wake up
19.drive to lacey
20.babysit for 4 hours.
21.walk to mom's work
22.drive home
23.do something
24.go to bed
25.sleep in
26.eat
27.eat
28.shower
29.do ( Read more... )