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[spunk33]

 
So I'm working 5 days a week now, making on the average a 100 a day in tips, which I guess isn't bad starting off in the back section.  Life has been pretty good recently I suppose. =)  What I love about Pip and me is that we never fight, hardly ever.  If we even argue it's about something little like miscommunication or something.  But we work

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Welcome to my life..

[_iam_batman]

I was hoping to avoid you feeling like this, but it's the way I have felt for over 6 years. Always doing what others want, being the bigger person and saying I am sorry, for something, where I probably was not wrong. Being the stronger person, and breaking the ice or being the person who would call, when the others do not. But I have felt like my chest would explode from stress, but somehow I keep trucking.

Re: Welcome to my life..

[spunk33]

It doesn't mean you should have to do those things, especially for so long. No one said you had to be this person, and everyone else in this world will take advantage of you and us if you/we keep being this way. I'm not doing it anymore. And neither should you.

[blessdbymyangel]

oh man i'm so glad you and Phillip are doing well! and yay for you on that last bit. you and i are SO similar. always taking the blame on ourselves for OTHER people. perhaps i should follow in your footsteps? you are a brilliant women whom i loveee ♥

[spunk33]

I do think you should stand up for yourself, but I may have been perhaps a little extreme in my words, but nonetheless I'm standing by what I said. I've dealt with it for too long, now everyone else can. Do what's best for you too. Love you too SarahBear!! ♥

[chickincharge]

I think everybody feels this way at some point in their life. Its a natural part of getting older, more cynical, and wiser in my opinion. For a time we all try to compromise...we bend and bend until we almost snap from the strain. But finally when we feel the strain so strong, we realize we can't keep doing that. The people we love must meet us halfway, else we'll surely destroy ourselves. More and more I find you're ahead of the game Mel, realizing things years before I did. I know you probably feel kinda lousy right now, maybe even a little scared, but I hope it helps a bit to know that there are people who like you and love you exactly the way you are. And even people who admire you from afar (that would be me :-P). I hope this goes well for you. Just remember that compromise is okay and absolutely necessary when dealing with other people...but changing yourself in a way you don't want, is not.

Love,
Pooka

[spunk33]

Yeah, I would agree with you on that. It's tough when your hairband has stretched so much it won't go back to its original state anymore, and I don't know if that's possible for me now, if so, it'll be very difficult. I do like the way you articulate things, you're much better at it than me. I like your last line a lot as well. Thanks for commenting too. =) Always love 'em!

Love Mel♥

[spunk33]

I was reading this comment/post again, just re-reading over past entries, and I guess it's disappointing that hardly anyone will meet me halfway for anything, whether it's to be in my life or not. Life is depressing.