because no one reads this!! you guys suck.... but so do i, since i never post at all anymore. The thing is, it's no fun to post if you really don't think that anybody is going to read it. here's where i stand tho ( Read more... )

finally i will post something new. tonight is the a's game to which we won free tickets at the LAST game. my boys are coming and they don't know it, which makes me want to scream because i can't take waiting to receive or give surprises. it will be fun i'm sure. alex is coming too, but you of course all know that because the only people that are my ( Read more... )

i can't believe how long it's been since i last updated. tomorrow is the first day of classes and also taste of chaos. deftones, dredge, thrice, atreyu ... the few hardcore bands i like, and probally about 900 that i'm gonna hate, but i might get drunk first, so it's gonna be sweet. but yes. new classes, new quarter, settling back into regularity ( Read more... )

HATE ( Read more... )

sure do smell funny. realize that now, being an employee of a food place once more, i can no longer stand around blankly sniffing my upper lip. noah's bagels. i go to fill out paper work and prove i'm a citizen on tuesday, where i'll get my apron, t-shirt, and black cap. sammi got hired there, too. at least that means i'll see her for more than ( Read more... )

that your parents should've stayed together. and probably would've if it weren't for the stress of having a child ( Read more... )

so i'm no longer a tower records supervisor. or employee. or customer, for that matter. tch. it's because on saturday i was gonna call on sick on account of being at my grandma's birthday. i had not properly requested for the day off because 1) it's impossible to find coverage for a sat. close, and 2) i had very little prior knowledge of the actual ( Read more... )

not the rapper. but actually missing in action ( Read more... )

so sammi came home today.

i have yet to see her.

she is with creepy justin.

it is one in the morning.

she finally returned my calls to tell me that she won't be coming home tonight.

i need a new job.

last night, after we had finished resolving the issues of the aforementioned passage, and were moving beyond that into happiness, he stumbles upon my journal. yes, the verbalizations of insecurities and deep inner thoughts that i keep, of things that i don't want to tell him because they are fleeting and stupid and bothersome nonetheless. because ( Read more... )