so im soo not doing hw, well ill get to that, there has been a lot going on, alot of quad drama that im caught in the middle of but its ok im just here to listen and be there for my quad members :) bc they are the best, im so happy i have them, everything has fallen into place really wonderfully, i have alot of hw that i have vowed to do, and i ( Read more... )

ok so i should get up at 7 more often bc i had a really good day, maybe getting up early had nothing to do with it but, i registered, got all my classes and then was able to switch one of them bc it wasnt the teacher i wanted so i got into painting, yeah and ender is in my class so that will be fun, and jason is proabaly gona be in my french class ( Read more... )

ok so i love my friends they are awesome, you are all super and i know this is mushy but who cares, thanks for everyone who listened to me and helped me try and figure out my major and classes and stuff like that, and if super friends werent enough i was walking back to hoyt tonight after dinner and it was still pretty light out and looking across ( Read more... )

i just came from phedre, and i left the theatre feeling empty, and alone, because not only does everyone inportant in the play die, i had to walk back alone and i said hi to a few people but they had things to do and its sad, and what is even more sad is that when i was watching the play, i was trying to focus really hard to keep up with who is who ( Read more... )

feeling kinda crummy, i havent posted in a while so any of you who have checked this in the past prob have stopped checking, im debating my major, and am generally overwhelmed by life, and what do i do when i get overwhelmed i dont check emails or voice mails and miss important things, and its getting closer and closer to crunch time, but luckily i ( Read more... )

ok so i was moppey did not return to my room and missed phone calls and hung out w/ some new people so that was cool but i was up real late and my plans for tonight to go to ny and see a play kinda arent happening, but its understandable bc its super bowl sunday but since i was gona go to ny i have no plans :( we'll see

ok so this is what im talking about i type all that stuff about me not nbeing happy yadayada and it was cathartic and now i feel better, but its almost like i didnt want to feel better because i know its only temporary and its not a cure to my constant aloneness and incompetance at life now im done typing and exposing my self. what to do what to do

ok so today is saturday, i wandered around a bit, but managed to miss my friend jess that was only here for 2 days at the frisbee party, the forum, bookstore and her call, bad luck...but i talked to her on the phone, and i was in a very pondersome mood. I never cease to be amazed by the sheer numbers of people there are in this world and how they ( Read more... )

invisibility good or bad ???

the cloud of misery has washed over me and it doesnt want to leave, and i have soo many acquaintences and not enough real friends, which sucks and ill have to do something about that.... but what if you have any suggestions let me know