i went to the bank on lunch to withdraw the small amount of money i had left in my account. turns out, one of my student loans that i rescheduled to come out next week came out today! leaving me with a negative balance!! so, i called the student loan centre and spoke with a csr that used my name FAR too much for my liking and basically told me that ( Read more... )

last night i went to visit my friend, shawna, who had a baby 2 weeks ago. his name is cole. this is her second child; her first, anthony, is 3 years old. i love him to death, he's such a great kid ( Read more... )

Last night, I met a 3 ladies for dinner. These ladies were 2 fellow classmates and the teacher from a French class I took a month or two ago. They met for dinner once before, but that time I said I couldn't make it. To be honest, it was mostly because I feel awkward going out for dinner with people I hardly know. After all, the course was only ( Read more... )

last night jeff and i got into an argument. we have both been stressed out about the same thing and last night it finally caused us to take it out on each other. usually, if we argue (which isn't too often) it's over pretty quickly and we've made nice and all is right with the world. last night, though, i felt like hanging on to my anger. i ( Read more... )

i sat by the water. there was something about the breeze or where the sun shone in the sky that reminded me of...something. i closed my eyes and tried to focus on what it was. i felt comfort. i felt calm ( Read more... )

it wouldn't be so bad if it was just another monday, but today, on this particular monday, i have a brutally sore throat, stuffy nose and i'm feeling like crap :-( lucky for me, i have a doctor's appointment today that i made last week. jeff's doctor agreed to take me on as a patient - thank god - because it seems no doctors in ottawa are taking ( Read more... )

i feel like i didn't sleep at all last night. i don't think i really did. we went to bed at 10p and usually, i have no trouble sleeping at all but i was feeling...i dunno...restless and upset at the same time. i felt troubled but i didn't quite know what it was. i tossed and turned a bit, i cried a bit, i laid there feeling sad, i tried to coax ( Read more... )

So, on my lunch hour I was running out of time from doing some errands and didn't get a chance to eat so I stopped off at Grace's to get a Jamaican patty, a beef one. I was eating it while walking back to work when suddenly, I felt a very hot burning sensation on my leg (I'm wearing a short skirt today). I looked down and what was it? It was the ( Read more... )

i am in a great mood today...like one of those really great, i feel excited in the pit of my stomach days...almost like it's my birthday or i'm on holidays tomorrow or something. i've got lots to look forward to. so that's prolly why ( Read more... )

Most nights I dream and most mornings I remember my dreams, or at least the feelings of them. Most days I eventually forget about my dreams and rarely do I look into their meanings. Last night, however, my dream was especially vivid and for some reason I felt that there must be a message behind it. It keeps running through my mind ( Read more... )