Yet here I am posting a blog. I dont feel much like moving. My teeth are sensitive right now because I'm doing the crest whitestrips thing. But it's a neccesary evil. Stupid coffee. I am just so tired today. I feel like my nerves have been on the edge the past few weeks. Ive never been more jumpy before in my life ( Read more... )

How does the world see me?
Walk Away: Kelly Clarkson
Oh iTunes...how I hate your wit.

Will I have a happy life?
My Strongest Suit: Aida
So, I will focus my life on clothes and forget about the well fair of others...sweet.

What do my friends really think of me?
You and I Both: Jason Mraz
Okay, I get it, I'm a dreamer constantly thinking about the love of my ( Read more... )

I dont understand things some days. Others I do. Today I'm settling into blissfull ignorance. I like this area the most. I like not worrying about things. I like the idea of laissez faire which seems to be my attitude this week. I'm just so over it today. I'm over drama, and dating, and hooking up, and feelings,and oh my god, I'm becoming a guy ( Read more... )

It's been a long while since I've updated from RVC's library. Probably a month or so. So it's just bringing back all of these memories. I should start singing Celine...but I wont. I have about 9 minutes to kill before I'm off to rehearsal so yeah. I'm hungry I might grab a bagel from Megs before I head out. All Ive had today was a cup of coffee ( Read more... )

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geronimo and gretch face and cuddling on the futon in which i am to sleepp. i am drunk. i dran k too much alcohol. and now im typing faster than i can read. im listening to the thango maureen. and its fun. i l;oied anthondy raap. i dont remember how to spell his name right now. but get back to me tomorrow. and i will tell you. i like to tytpe fast ( Read more... )

Ah the dreaded midterm week. This is the week of cramming, and the week of the phrase, "One that last test is done I'm getting SO wasted ( Read more... )

I plan on sleeping very soon. I've been drained the past 2 days. I'm trying like hell to keep myself in one piece. To not rely on old vices that have "helped" me in the past. I have only myself to blame really. I mean come on. I got far too excited. And far too happy. And honestly? I cared too much. Apparently when it comes down to it, these are ( Read more... )

I don't have the time to waste on you any more.
I don't think that you even know what your looking for.
For my own sanity I'm gonna close the door and walk away.

...You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime.
There's a fine fine line between love
And a waste of your time.

Why in the hell am I able to identify with a fucking ( Read more... )

It's 2 in the morning. I should be sleeping because that would be the smart thing to do. I'm not because I'm too preoccupied with everything. I dont understand how life can just work like it does. How people can make decisions that will affect the rest of their lives like they were deciding what napkin to use to wipe their mouth with. It just ( Read more... )